Quarantine Update: What is happenin'

Hey Embracer's 

How are you feeling today?. It is raining outside today, but the light is still shining bright in here. Hallelujah!!. All hollow's eve just passed and it was a quiet one around the neighborhood. The babies dressed up, got some treats, played in the playground, went back upstairs, created a little party in the house, danced around the house, and ate fried chicken- you know, your girl done tired them babies out.

 Overall, I feel good, i did feel a little bit anxious or nervous but i was not sure what was making me nervous, ( So you know, I have a really bad habit of biting my nails, right!, I have this nervous tendencies to the point where blood sheds from my nail follicles).😩 During my prayer & mediation in the Word earlier this morning, God revealed to me that I am, indeed nervous about what is to come, and the next move for my life. He also revealed to me that I should keep my eyes open to the wonders/blessings He has already given me, ponder on that glory, and express gratitude and praise daily to get me through my nervousness.

'Open my eyes that I may see wonderful things in your law' Psalm 119:18 

'slow down and see what I've done for you' John 1:10-11

'Praise The Lord ' Psalm 148:13-14

I just wanted to write to ya'll to update you on what's happening with me. If you need a word of encouragement, prayer, virtual hug, or listening ears. Please email me your contact and we can reach out, don't feel discouraged to reach out; we are all in this together. 💗

Remember Embracing you is to loving you. Love is the religion, Unity is the mission. Until next time, take care of yourself. Stay prayed up because it is about to get too real out here. Desire to see ya'll on the other side of this. Kingdom is what we aim for. I love ya'll. 💜

Quarantine Update! weekend snacks..lol

 

Hey Embracer's 

Happy Monday ya'll! Today, I woke up so blessed to be stressed. Spend some time with an amazing company, started drafting my mama manual, got my glasses in the mail ( so ya girl can see now ) Praise God!. Oh  yeahhh, sis burnt the garbage can down in flames. that was a traumatizing experience for the kids and we ended up in the citizen app, bruhhh!!!.... Ya girl finna burn some sage this afternoon and smoked the whole house ( perhaps it was removing all the negative energy built up.😄) but I am laughing because this is what your girl does when she covers her concern and had to response quickly. But low key low key a bishhh was scared, like what the f***, smoke everywhere,😮garbage can in flames. But God, got us out safely!. 

Overall, this weekend went super well. So this amazing company that I am involved in is something sent from God Himself. I know I know I once said this before, but nahh, your girl is serious. this time is different. it feels so right, the consistency, the persistency, the pursuit, the warmth, and comforting presence he shares, he is such a gentleman and let me tell you, he is really my type and he LIKES me. I always thought the street guys were my type, but as I started learning about myself; they really weren't my type I just found them to be a project and I know that was wrong of me; but hey! I was young, still being much influenced by my surroundings.🙎 

But yeah, He encourages me spiritually, and he is such a good bad ass!!. he likes weird stuff, like me. he dresses so well, he smells amazing, he cares and adores for his mother, he takes care of his kids, even from brushing his teeth is amazing. lol Girlll, was observing the brother ode! 🙇 I am so grateful for him and how he came into my life because ya girl was done with the dating scene. I didn't desire what the society wanted for dating.  So I surrendered the dating to God, praying for my husband everyday, and surrendering my whole day to God. Trusting in Him on a daily basis.  I was focused on my writing, reading, mediating on The Word, listening to the holy spirit. Boom! this wonderful man of God, slid in the messenger with his fine self. I desire to see him again. 

What I wanted to tell ya'll is if your really desire something, surrender everything to God, and just go in the flow of where He desires to lead you daily because he knows what is best for you. that goes for relationships, friendship, job, business, parenting, and everything in between. 

Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. 

Until next time, Stay Blessed. Stay prayed up. Stay safe and well. Surrender your whole being to God and watch Him reveal your blessings so you can walk right into it. I love ya'll. Aba Iseini 

~ Ellie ~

~ I am EmbraceU ~

Quarantine chit chat... Healing is freedom to the soul

 

Hey Embrace'rs 

How are you doing? What is new with life? Comment below and share about what is going on with you?. In need for prayer, words of encouragement, i am sis! email me!. So here I am embracing my own presence, my peace, and my joy. I've not ever experienced this level of  peace and joy in my heart. It feels so good. A week ago, I was a part of this breathtaking event with some beautiful women, inside and out. Oh yeah, before I go further in detail, let me refresh your memory. I've mentioned in the earlier post that I became to be a part of this new opportunity to heal from my past trauma. Along the way, in duration of 12 weeks, I've learned so much about myself as I laid out my shame, and abuse. I've learned that it was not my fault in working so hard in maintaining  the family I created. But Papa God, had other plans for me and I just needed to get out of my way and Trust in Him in make my path clear to move.

So back to this event, I felt the divine's presence in the atmosphere that day, it was just perfectly made' from finally meeting the ladies I've learned to entrusted with my vulnerability, expressing my signature talk on ' it is okay to not be okay, Just Go Home!' speaking about perfecting my mage of family instead of following my heart in being happy- so my spirit definitely led me to that title- and the talk. So the ladies there was a piece of me, for sure!. I am listening to every single one of these ladies' talk and it resonated to me so much. I loved the opportunity and experience so much. I would love to have plenty more opportunities to tell my stories through my writing and my voice. 

Another thing I have a few projects in mind, just stay tuned to that. Papa God and I have some things in vision and in motion. I am patiently waiting and excited to share with you. I am working on more writing content this week so stay tuned for that also. I am have to start cooking dinner. the kids came back from hanging out with their grandpa. So you know what that means.......i had the bed all to myself again and i slept soo well. 😌  Remember Embracing you is to loving you!. Stay blessed, Stay Well. Stay Aligned. Until next time. Aba Iseini 

~ Ellie ~

Quarantine Update'- open for the chit chat

 

Hey Embracer's 

How are you doing? What have you accomplished this week? What is new with life? Comment below and chat with me if you need a listening ear, words of  encouragement or prayer. I've been super productive since the little humans came back, from sharpen their skills for school, getting what I needed for them to adjust to remote learning/ Let me tell you something about that, if I've not mentioned it already i am right now. TEACHERS NEED A RAISE & A Promotion!!. I stand by that wholeheartedly. Don't get me wrong. I enjoy doing this virtual learning with my kids, it is extremely challenging to keep them kids still for extensive amount of time also. they are eating up alllll the snacks and food. Mann, mama be tiyadddd come 2:30. Naptime frfr. soo guess what, I also lost my glasses, so I can not see well.😓 BUT i will have a new pair or two come next week. 

Oh, I am not going to discuss the first presidential debate last night because I already aware that is going be a whole comical show, Trump is going win again. the country is going to go berzurkkk and we need to be in Prayer,  Have ya'll spiritual armor on because it is going to get REAL out here. you think we been real now, just wait until November and thereafter. 

I am starting to pack my stuff in boxes, and beginning my manifestation of my move out ofmy mama's house; it is about that time for me to fly and be free with my babies and be on my own. My spirit is leading me towards CT, I always wanted to move out of NY and I am finally going to do it! Dream into Reality! it is time to live and not survive.  I already survived what I needed to in order to live my best life. Walking by faith not by sight and wherever I go, God will be with me. So here I am soaring and dreaming. I am just so grateful to have the ability to be at this point of my life to be filled with so much joy, peace, and forgiveness in my heart. 

I gotta get some type of sleep before the babies wake in the morning. Until next time my people. Please stay in the Word, mediate, and eat your veggies & fruits. Keep dreaming. Keep living. Remember embracing you is to loving you! 

Aba Iseini 

~ Ellie ~

Quarantine Update. Late Night Whatever.

 

Hey Embracer's 

How are you? It is late asf right now but I am awake, filled with joy and peace. Wanted to tell you that life is going to be quite alright. This week has been one of them productive days thus far. As you know, first day of virtual learning has begun. Let me tell you, it is exhausting to say the least. I had to take a nap right after the kids logging in.

 I've been consistent in my step goals; actually feel pretty good. I am going to keep it short for you because I gotta get some sleep so i can be ready for these kids in the morning. Also, I am finally starting the hiring process for Cypress Hills Development Center as a Youth Worker and I spoke with a rep for Marquis Who's Who publication; to publish my biography to the public. I am also working on my book. Working on those few projects under my business is everything I've dreamed off,. Loving life, and being present. 

But what I wanted to let you know is in anything that you have in mind such as, projects you are working on; Despite the current state of the world; continue doing the damn thang in your state of consciousness. STAY plugged into the source; in prayer, and praises because it is already done. KEEP BUSY & KEEP TRUST in Jesus!! 

Until next time, Remember Embracing you is to loving you. Stay well. Stay safe. Stay healthy. 

Aba Iseini 

~Ellie~

~ I am EmbraceU ~

~ GariWrites ~

Quarantine Update!! School, Work, Dating, Healing

 

Hey Embracer's

What is going on with you all? How have you been? Let's talk about it; I want to know! Did you learn anything new about yourself?....Comment below or email me for prayer or encouragement.💞 So this week was alright. it was the week of the children's Virtual first day of  school. We started off strong than the following days; I woke up late so we all had a late start of the day. But do not fault me on this, your girl was tiyaddd, I wanted more sleep and I passed my time to wake up. Sorry, I'll do better. Yet it was still a great week all together. 

Oh, so I am coming to close of presenting my Signature Talk with Healing Voices. I am excited to what is to come from my final talk. I pray that it impacts someone to tell their story and use it to heal themselves and others. Also,  I've been consistent in my writing. God brung into my spirit to begin my books for women and children about facing abuse, insecurities, and doubt, how to get out of it, and overcome it and rejoice their triumphant. 

Oh, also I've been opened to digital dating, and networking with other Like-minded people. So, Let's go back to the digital dating. I am working accordingly😄 to stay open to this new way of dating. I am still very much focused on living purposely in writing, teaching the little ones, and being present with my babies. But I do think about whose my purpose partner, I mean there is one I am interested in submitting to this pursuit. I am going to take this nice & slow because I love hard , and when I am committed to one person, I will require him to become my husband, So that's that. 

Embracer's, please please know that God cares. He listens. He hears you. He sees you. Please come to Him as a child would to their parents. We are the chosen people to spread the good news for all humanity. We are in a spiritual battle. Ensure you are suited up in prayer and Faith. The Bible says: 

"But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood. a holy nation, God's special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. 1 Peter 2:9.

Shall we claim it and act like it. We already know the end result of this world here. I am praying for ya'll that I will see you on the other side of this. To God be the glory! Take care of yourself. Stay Well. Stay healthy. Until Next time. Aba Iseini.

💗Remember Embracing you is to loving you! 💗

~ I am EmbraceU~

~ Ellie ~

Are you intuned with your Source!

 Hey Embracer's 

I am back! checking up on ya'll. To see how are you doing? Have you accomplished or learned anything new? How was your day? Let's talk about it. Comment below or email me privately if you want to express yourself. 

Today I spoke with the babies, I also think i fell asleep on them because one minute i was watching them play under the trampoline ( On video), next thing you know, your girl is asleep. Idk, but anyways I felt energized to go outside for a walk. I put my sneakers on, tote bag, shopping cart and I was out, went to the supermarket, brought the large box of capri sun, and few more items. Then I walked down Avenue X towards my church home, stopped by dunkin' donuts- to get your girl some munchkin's BUTTTT they ran out!!!😐. check this out tho. the worker served me an extra donut with no cost because they didn't have anymore munchkins, like at all!!..... You know I be walking through places with the anointing that My God has on me. So here i am listening to music through my earphones, walking, eating my donut ( saving the other two for the babies). I turned back around towards where i live and i cut through a corner to see what's there....And hunnnayyy there were some clean looking houses on that side. Just Nice! Now I am walking towards the building, went inside, used the bathroom, drank some tea, ate dinner.

Anyways, what I wanted to talk about and express to ya'll about is fasting and prayer. the importance of it and different ways how to do it with one main goal in mind to get closer with God. What you are doing during the fasting and prayer is turning over a meal or two, or refraining from any distractions, such as social media, and/or television.

On Day 1 of fasting & prayer it is going to be the most challenging because you will have to think what is causing you stress in your life. write it down, pray on it, and wait/hear for your answers. 

Day 2 of turning over your plate or two,  the urgency to eat or indulge in entertainment will heighten. however, always think of the end goal in mind; GETTING CLOSER RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD. Ensure you are not drawing attention to yourself while fasting. Think of your needs and give it to God;by staying in His Word ( The Bible), recite The Word to yourself and ask the Holy Spirit to keep you focused. FAST FAITHFULLY!! 

Day 3 of turning over your plate or two, think of who or what do I need to put first in my life, depending on God to fill you up. This encourages spiritual discipline. 

Day 4 of turning over your plate or two, is breaking through spiritual strongholds. A journey into fasting provides the help to make a breakthrough to  happen. Adversity is the very thing that makes us strong. Also helps you see how much Jesus wants you to experience the abundant life He offers. 

Then asked yourself, where have you recently seen some of the spiritual forces of darkness trying to invade your life? 

WASH, RINSE,REPEAT FOR AS LONG AS YOU DESIRE!! and watch your breakthrough reveals itself. 

Until next time, Stay aligned with the Source. and start Journaling. Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. Aba Iseini 💋

~ I am EmbraceU ~

~ Ellie ~ 

Emotion and The Spirit are what you need!

 

Hey Embracer's

Happy Monday!! How are you doing? It is a beautiful cool day outside today. Labor Day Weekend, the west indies parade is, perhaps, cancelled and  a little boy, the age of 6 years old has been shot during the J'ouvert celebration. Let me tell you something about that, that was bad business!, 🙅‍♀️you hear me! With the critical and fragile time we're in, moral compasses are completely limited or non existent in the world. Why would you bring this babychild to a place like  J'ouvert. It is not the same as years before. 🤦‍♀️Anyways I pray he recovers physically, and mentally because that situation is scary and traumatizing. May the Lord heal him and use the baby child's story for His glory. 

 I am currently on video call with the babies. they are jumping in the trampoline, throwing pine cones against the wall of the house,eating hot dog & burgers. my babies are so amazing. They are so creative, they just know how to be a kid, free of worries, just pure innocence. (And that is how we should come to Our Father in heaven.) Being present with them is what brings me joy and motivation to the why of my goals. 

So last week was a 5 day prayer & fasting for my future spouse challenge; that challenge alone I learned a whole bunch. From praying for my spouse's relationship with God, to knowing his purpose, healing from his past, preparing for his readiness of dating, and maintaining sexual purity. So hear me now, Your girll  downloaded two dating apps, but deleted one.😞 it was wayyyy to shallow for me. So, I started going through the men pictures. Received a few short conversation but none asked me for a date. I am hoping I get a few dates in by this month.😇

  Oh, I sent my apology letters to the kids' dad and grandma; as an assignment to my healing. I've received a response from their dad but not the grandma. however, I really was not looking for a response from either one of them. But since their dad did respond. at first, i felt annoyed of what he said, got a little upset, talking to myself, releasing what i had in mind; then I prayed, express to God how I felt, and why i felt this way, then the holy spirit dwell on me and spoke Psalm 35. 

{ Your past is already behind you. keep doing what you are doing; praying, fasting, mediating,and praising, You are healed, I will fight for you and have your enemies be covered in their shame & confusion}. From there, i felt so much better. 🌼 My relationship with my Papa God has grown deeper and deeper. Also, My merciful Father on those who've done me wrong, all i have to do is let them go and forgive because I, too have been forgiven. So I humble myself, wait patiently, do my part in prayer and my reward will soon come. Let me give you some scripture to reference from.{2 Samuel 24:15} and {Psalm 25:11|.

During this fragile time of the year, ensure that you are staying spiritually grounded, and praying for your loved ones. To all my single mamas out there. do not lose hope in being married, and accomplishing other goals. stay focused on God and he will never steer you wrong. And also do your part in the game Faith + Without action = Dead. Therefore, Believe and Work!!

Until next time, Stay blessed. Stay Well. Stay healthy. 

Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. Aba Iseini 💗💗

~ I am EmbraceU ~

~ Ellie ~