Find the woman again and Love her!

 Hey Embracer's 

It has definitely been a while since I wrote to ya'll. but guess what I've been increasing my faith and walking into each glory God has for me. From the previous blog, I stated I relocated to Atlanta, Ga. I packed my one small luggage, few dollars in my account, and started a major change. The babies are still staying with their dad; not for long though. With the grace of God, they are making it the best they can in remote learning. 

I am starting the process to enroll them into their new school down here in forest park area- this area is family oriented and quiet. my apartment is nice; I practically manifested this apartment. 2 bedroom 2 bath, patio space, washer/dryer, modern granite wall, flooring, almost fully furnished. the babies' bunk bed are on the way. I worked so hard on myself to get where I am right now and this is just the beginning. God is definitely not done with me nor mine. OH MY GOSH! guess what! my niece and nephew has returned to NYC. my brother has full custody on them, also my cousins are just prospering in their endeavors. I've been on my face every single day and night for me and mine. I am so happy and in awe of my answered prayers just unfolding itself. 

Last but not least, ya'll remember the man of my dreams I saw last year at pororo. Well him and I have made it official. Discussing the future, and us sharing it with each other is all we talk about. God already gave me confirmation that he is, indeed the one because I finally stopped looking. Literally!. Everything I could ever desire and need in a man is standing right in front of me, loving the heck out of me and the reciprocity is there also. 

I just gave ya'll a mouthful but this is just the beginning of my new journey as my own woman living in my element. 

Next month is National poetry month and I am excited to express my creative work to the world. So mamas, if you have not done the work to know yourself and to love yourself more. the time is now!. You need to show up for You because the babies are watching you. They watching how you love yourself, so they can also learn to normalize what love really looks like and express it within themselves. 

Always remember Embracing you is to loving you! Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. I am here to express to you that you are more than just a mother. You are a woman also. Find that woman back again. Think about yourself before the babies came along, and learn to love her again. 

I also silk pressed my hair and I've received so much compliments. 😜

Aba Iseini 💗

~ Ellie ~

~ I am EmbraceU ~

Walking through the new city with Faith!!

 

Hey Embracer's 

Yo girl is back!! I have plenty to update you on. So grab yo' cup of tea and take a read. 

So what I mentioned previously about my trip to Atlanta was my test of my faith and loyalty to My Father. when I tell you, I ain't know anybody nor came for somebody. I always wanted to move to the south and so the opportunity aligned itself. Shall my story continue on how God did it for me. I was homeless, but never went without shelter and I am grateful for that. I slept in warming center met some cool women, then I slept in Hilton Inn in Newnan for two nights, that was nice! Afterwards, I found myself a temporary stay at a church shelter; for 21 days. In those 21 days, I met some interesting spirits, I am not even going to say people because, as you know, we  just overcame a spiritual warfare. Ya'll should have seen me, i was out here cutting them demons left and right!. But I did, meet two amazing Black Kings; one of different generation than me and we work so well for the purpose of God's glory. 

Before I tell ya'll more about the two kings added in my life. Let me tell you about my walk to midtown. ain't nothing like midtown in Manhattan; something like it, but more trees and I love it!. I went walking to Pied mount Park; that park right there is beautiful. the trails, the people, bathrooms everywhere and its clean!!.😎 and guess what, there are doggie parks; like legit, two sections of the park for the small and big dogs to interact and play with each other. This is amazing, coming from a woman from Up North and never seen no shit like that there. So I did this for about two days, then I started working, Yes, yo' girl working for UPS, processing mail, and looking cute all at the same damn time. You know, I can do that! 😇I've been working for two weeks, received my first two pay and it felt good!. Then, the holidays came around, work started slowing down but it was cool because, guess what?, I ended being blessed to reside in house in Hampton, GA; a couple days before my 21 days. If you do not see God moving, I do not know what to tell ya'll. But Let me tell you more next go around. 

Remember Embracing you is to loving you. 

Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. Stay blessed. Stay safe. Stay healthy. 

Aba Iseini 💗

Ellie 

 I am EmbraceU 

Going through the process, Holding on to the promises

Hey Embracer's 

How are you doing? How are you feeling? What is new in your life, the babies' lives?. As you know, I am in Atlanta, GA. it has been quite an adventure for just being here for almost a week. But I've been plugging myself into The Source, with prayer. I met some awesome people along the way, originally not from Atlanta yet they let me know the ups & downs of their journey. I am just enduring the process God has me in and holding on to His promises to my life. 

Briefly go back to my babies, so my princess has rose two reading level, understanding, pronouncing her words. then my sonshine also got tested in his sight words and he has read a level B book today. they both ate some nutritional well balanced meals. they feel a difference when they eat right. Since I am living in motels, resources are quite limited to my standards, however, this, too shall pass so I ain't sweating it. 

Oh yeah, I am also reading a new book, and it is about this mother that started her own preschool business from the ground up. Yes, your girl here, is finally making the necessary steps to open up her own preschool for the community. Ever since I left my comfort zone and stop making excuses to stay complacent. My ideas just been flowing. the only thing that needs to be aligned is the finances. But My God will provide it all, He told me soo.....so I believe it to be. 

'I am God, there is no other. Trust in me. I got you covered. Don't worry. Don't overthink; flow in me!' is my daily instruction during this process I am in. And i am sharing with you all to follow suit in these instruction. those words has gotten me out of some dangerous stuff the enemy has plotted against me. 

I just might share with you a other poem; let's see what The Lord wants me to share to the Embracer's. 

But I am not going to write too long, you may have some tasks to complete for the night. Just remember Embracing you is to loving you.. Stay plugged to the source, and the Source will express goodness to you.  

Stay healthy. Stay well. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. Freedom is our birthright. Shall we own it and walk in it. 

Aba Iseini 

~ Ellie ~

Quarantine Update: Set yourself free to Fly!

 Hey Embracer's 

How are you?. You can not believe where am I right now. I have a lot to talk about with ya'll. But let's begin with what have you been up to?, Have you been healing?, any adjustments  or story time on remote learning?...How are the babies?. Please feel free to comment below: I want to know updates on ya'll. reach out to me via email if you desire for a listening ear, or prayer request. Oh yeah, Happy Thanksgiving!!! my day was quiet, I got invited to eat with my pastor and his family, the food was great, the company was great. I enjoyed myself. 

But yeah, so guys I finally did it ya'll. I am here in Chamblee, Georgia, not to far from Downtown Atlanta. I am literally in little central America. tienda guatematecos, the uber driver, the front desk, even the neighbors were divine. Now I am in an environment where I can write and work. It feels great. I can not believe it I am here. I just want to give God all the praise for sending me here, and guess what I am already in line for work also. Keep that in prayers. I found two churches, and a mini market, and a school all in walking distance. I even completed my step goal for the day. 

The word I mediated on today is Proverb 3:5, ya'll should know that scripture; 'Trust in the Lord with all your heart, in all your ways; Acknowledge Him. He shall direct your path.  

'Remember how the Lord your God led you all the way.' Deuteronomy 8:2

' Behold, God is my salvation, I will trust and not be afraid: For YAH, the Lord is my strength and song" Isaiah 12:2 

After doing what I just did, booking my bus ticket, sat on a 14 hours ride, I finally took the leap of faith, I've been longing for. Unsure what is to come but I know it is good because God is here with me and He is Good. Period! 

The next step: To serve in a church. Abba orders. I'll let ya'll know how that went. I can not wait to bring my babies here when I am settle with a home for us to call our own. 

I also have to begin my weight loss journey,  i feel great but i gained too much and i do not like it. Keep ya'll updated on that. 

Until next time, Remember Embracing you is to loving you. When the Lord set you free, you are free indeed. Own it. Claim it. Heal. and Fly!!! Continue to stay safe, stay healthy, stay blessed. I love ya'll .

Follow me on IG @iamembraceu, fb page EmbraceUIAM, I'll keep you updated on my projects. Reach me for words of encouragement, listening ear, a prayer. I am serious, NOW!!... Do it! Aba iseini 💗

~ Ellie ~

~ EmbraceU IAM ~

Late Night Snack....

 Hey Embracer's 

How are you doing?, How was your day?, Church service was great, from the worship to the Word. The babies and I went for a walk around the neighborhood. Today was strictly to be present!. what i mean by being present is learning how to enjoy the divine goodness surrounding me. Outside was beautiful. the leaves on the ground, wind blowing in my direction Yet you must remain still until Papa God tells you the next instruction. 

I wrote a letter expressing about what was revealed to me as I mediated the other day.

Dear Black Men,

I love you, yet I don't like I don't even know a legit reason why I don't like you. The Society has taught me to downplay the very part of me that I needed to learn. I am deeply apologetic for allowing you to face the battlefield alone and come home to more chaos. I'll work my best to learn more about you because I can admit we lost touch. I desire to like you all over again. Show you that i am down for you. So we can face the battlefield together and be undefeated And one more thing, please forgive me?!.

Sincerely, 

Your fellow apologetic Black woman

Comment below and state your thoughts.

 Remember Embracing you is to loving you.

Stay safe, Stay blessed. Stay prayed up. I love ya'll Take care of yourself. 💗

Quarantine Update: Loyalty to who?..

 Hey Embracer's 

How ya'll doing?, the sun is out and shining bright! Thank you Papa God for waking me up and my babies in this time. Let's say last week was a week of the crazies, you hear me?, a lot of events has jumped off and we are still in locked down. But needless to say, I've became more and more grateful for this year . 2020 has definitely perfected the vision of the state of this world. Before I begin in telling you the seriousness of the world's state; let me tell you something about my world. It has been great in my end, my babies are pushing for homeschooling and quite frankly, I leaning towards homeschooling them also. I created my curriculum already. I have to get the process started in removing them from public school altogether. I strongly believe they are better off learning from me than the public school system. 

Remember I've mentioned my amazing company whom so consistent and great. well he is still here. He has met the babies virtually and the way he bonds with them individually. Just let me tell you, he is going to meet them in the flesh and i am excited for that turn out. Finally my world is coming together. All I did was stay close with God, gained a strong intimate relationship with Jesus and Walked in His Word in my heart. Even the communication has gotten better with the father of the babies. 

Back to the seriousness of this world, the election and the result of America's new president-elect has gotten the world in a way of the bottomless pit. the people that have voted for him has a huge awakening coming for them and it is not good but ugly. Mind you, I foreseen in the spiritual realm that depending on the outcome of the big event ( the election) is going to determine the trajectory of the whole world. Its an overwhelming feeling to say that, being the chosen one, to lead my people to the KINGDOM. I feel pretty damn good that God chosen me to lead the people to Him . To say this in writing, I AM BLESSED BEYOND MEASURE!!!! 

I have a few projects I am working on; I'll keep you updated, for sure! But follow me on my fb business page www.facebook.com/EmbraceU.IAM, and on ig @iamembraceu. I'll be posting upcoming events, grand opening, and any other goodies about me on there. So Stay Tuned and follow.  

With that being said, Loyalty is where I am going at with this blog today. What is loyalty? Is there a difference between loyalty for the culture( man) or loyalty for the Kingdom (God)? Think about that question , evaluate your life and ask yourself, who does your loyalty goes to? Man or God?. if there is a change that need to be made, the time is Now to turn from your ways and follow God wholeheartedly, and receive what God has for you!. Well I am about to go outside and embrace the sunlight and nice weather with the babies before it gets dark. 

Until next time, remember embracing you is to loving you. Unity is the mission. Love is the religion. Stay well. Stay safe, Stay blessed. of course, stay tuned for the updates. I love ya'll. 💋

Aba Iseini💗

~Ellie ~

~EmbraceUIam ~

Quarantine Update: What is happenin'

Hey Embracer's 

How are you feeling today?. It is raining outside today, but the light is still shining bright in here. Hallelujah!!. All hollow's eve just passed and it was a quiet one around the neighborhood. The babies dressed up, got some treats, played in the playground, went back upstairs, created a little party in the house, danced around the house, and ate fried chicken- you know, your girl done tired them babies out.

 Overall, I feel good, i did feel a little bit anxious or nervous but i was not sure what was making me nervous, ( So you know, I have a really bad habit of biting my nails, right!, I have this nervous tendencies to the point where blood sheds from my nail follicles).😩 During my prayer & mediation in the Word earlier this morning, God revealed to me that I am, indeed nervous about what is to come, and the next move for my life. He also revealed to me that I should keep my eyes open to the wonders/blessings He has already given me, ponder on that glory, and express gratitude and praise daily to get me through my nervousness.

'Open my eyes that I may see wonderful things in your law' Psalm 119:18 

'slow down and see what I've done for you' John 1:10-11

'Praise The Lord ' Psalm 148:13-14

I just wanted to write to ya'll to update you on what's happening with me. If you need a word of encouragement, prayer, virtual hug, or listening ears. Please email me your contact and we can reach out, don't feel discouraged to reach out; we are all in this together. 💗

Remember Embracing you is to loving you. Love is the religion, Unity is the mission. Until next time, take care of yourself. Stay prayed up because it is about to get too real out here. Desire to see ya'll on the other side of this. Kingdom is what we aim for. I love ya'll. 💜

Quarantine Update! weekend snacks..lol

 

Hey Embracer's 

Happy Monday ya'll! Today, I woke up so blessed to be stressed. Spend some time with an amazing company, started drafting my mama manual, got my glasses in the mail ( so ya girl can see now ) Praise God!. Oh  yeahhh, sis burnt the garbage can down in flames. that was a traumatizing experience for the kids and we ended up in the citizen app, bruhhh!!!.... Ya girl finna burn some sage this afternoon and smoked the whole house ( perhaps it was removing all the negative energy built up.😄) but I am laughing because this is what your girl does when she covers her concern and had to response quickly. But low key low key a bishhh was scared, like what the f***, smoke everywhere,😮garbage can in flames. But God, got us out safely!. 

Overall, this weekend went super well. So this amazing company that I am involved in is something sent from God Himself. I know I know I once said this before, but nahh, your girl is serious. this time is different. it feels so right, the consistency, the persistency, the pursuit, the warmth, and comforting presence he shares, he is such a gentleman and let me tell you, he is really my type and he LIKES me. I always thought the street guys were my type, but as I started learning about myself; they really weren't my type I just found them to be a project and I know that was wrong of me; but hey! I was young, still being much influenced by my surroundings.🙎 

But yeah, He encourages me spiritually, and he is such a good bad ass!!. he likes weird stuff, like me. he dresses so well, he smells amazing, he cares and adores for his mother, he takes care of his kids, even from brushing his teeth is amazing. lol Girlll, was observing the brother ode! 🙇 I am so grateful for him and how he came into my life because ya girl was done with the dating scene. I didn't desire what the society wanted for dating.  So I surrendered the dating to God, praying for my husband everyday, and surrendering my whole day to God. Trusting in Him on a daily basis.  I was focused on my writing, reading, mediating on The Word, listening to the holy spirit. Boom! this wonderful man of God, slid in the messenger with his fine self. I desire to see him again. 

What I wanted to tell ya'll is if your really desire something, surrender everything to God, and just go in the flow of where He desires to lead you daily because he knows what is best for you. that goes for relationships, friendship, job, business, parenting, and everything in between. 

Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. 

Until next time, Stay Blessed. Stay prayed up. Stay safe and well. Surrender your whole being to God and watch Him reveal your blessings so you can walk right into it. I love ya'll. Aba Iseini 

~ Ellie ~

~ I am EmbraceU ~