Its been a while, i know. but let me tell you about my relationship with my children's father, now ex. You ever been on the highest roller coaster at an amusement park?, get on the ride, knowing you are taking a huge risk; unprepared to face the consequences of this decision,yet still get on the ride. Yeah, that is how the entire relationship consisted of. Now I've matured out of that young, risque mentality. you know attracted to the "bad boy" type of men. i am so much deserving, and worthy of real love.
I've done much work on myself that i realized i was ashamed to verbally state that i am a survivor of abuse and i am still pushing along the scarring of the abuse. My abuser still tries very hard to wheel me back in, with the fact that, we shared children together and the love i HAD for him. however, he has not concluded that i am seriously not playing games with him. All sides are with me and i am going come up on top. God is with me; then WHO can be against me.........NOBODY!!!!! ( keith sweat said best, you hear me ladies). if you feel that you can not go on with the abuse; it is your time to make moves in receiving the help you need to move forward in peace and safely. We are the small percentage that has survived such incident like domestic violence. So PLEASE Ladies , ABUSE comes in all shapes, colors, and sizes. DO NOT be ashamed of what society says. SPEAK OUT! Speak UP! Embrace U thru this journey 'cause you are definitely not alone. And if you have children. Please consider their livelihood and future well being. End the generational curse of our ancestors!! this is must bigger than the superficial circumstances.
Love y'all. Stay blessed. Stay safe. You are loved. Embrace U is the key to loving yourself.
~ Ellie ~
I am EmbraceU
You are a brave woman
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