Hey Embracer's
Happy Sunday! How have you been? Have ya'll been listening to your inner "good" spirit? if you have, what is it telling you to do?....Write in the comment box below, I am all ears.....Church service was great, the message was hitting today; the holy spirit told us to continue to call people onto God and start passionately putting back the worship on it. Ya'll know, put that fire back in loving God. Using our body as a vessel to Our Lord. And also continue sending out prayers for our brothers/sisters. God, can turn it all around when you face repentance. I'll give ya'll some Bible... when you have the time, please study 1 Kings 18 (the story of Elijah). Oh yeah, it happened again, ya'll remember the shoe incident in my last post, so another pair of wedges i had to toss in the trash. i swear i need a 911 shopping day for myself. Again i played it off Buttt THAT'S not the point. my shoes just doesn't want me to be great. I felt great and it all that matters. so I am walking home from getting off the bus. got home. watched some movies and moesha on Netflix. Currently, listening to some music on spotify. And I spoke with the babies on Whatsapp, saw their new learned skills. Nanu learned how to do a back-flip into a bridge and Papi learned how to strike the baseball ball. My babies are such natural at what they do. I am so overwhelmingly joyful when they are happy doing what they love to do.
( I did not mentioned, I lost my damn glasses so this fine writing on this screen is messing with my eyes.😐 but the topic I wanted to discuss with ya'll is anger and how to overcome anger )
Anger is a strong, secondary emotion; of annoyance, displeasure, or hostility. Anger can actually be beneficial when expressed effectively. Going to tell you my experience with anger. my past relationship with the kids' dad, has been a huge chuck of my development and it has been one hell of a ride since i gotten off. my goal is to heal from my past, Tell my story any way I can. So you ladies, and mamas can resonate and do the same. Know your worth! Do not lower your standards for no damn body. if you do not have a strong role model, older, wiser woman or man of God to follow than find you one in your communities and stick close to them.
Back to the anger experience, it was about three months ago, I went to the post office to serve documents to the kids' father. he called my phone, looking for the kids and i mentioned to him that i was not home and when i get home, i'll tell them to call you, You would have thought; he understood. but nahhhh, something triggered him and asked "where was I?""I told him it is none of your concern" he started compulsively calling my line now, then he did not reached me so he harassed the guy I was talking with at the time, saying some disrespectful words to him about me. Ironically, I called him at the same time the guy did not answer him he just screenshot the message sent it to me. That right there got me soooooo damn ANGRYYY pissed tf off. (SN: I've dealt wit this man say some cruel shit to me. he does not even want me but he also did not want no one else to want me so he sabotages anyone that comes in my directions, exchanging our time.) Baby father called again, I answered, said some words and hung up and walked to the nearest phone shop and changed my WHOLE NUMBER. It felt soo damn good; I felt a huge load just left my back. i still had him blocked. he did contact the babies via email but it was inconsistent. Almost 3 weeks now, the kids started saying they missed their dad. so ya'll know I had to pray on it first before ANYTHING. Then, the holy spirit definitely guide me to get them a phone, so they can keep in communication with their dad.
As a woman of God, I have to walk righteously in His glory and honor. Extending my hand, being the bigger person in the situations even when you rather be petty, and vengeful. Yahweh ( Hebrew meaning for God) expresses His wrath everyday towards His people, Yet at the same time, God is merciful. He is not easily provoked. Because He is a righteous judge. He demonstrates how His people should approach anger. We must use anger productively, meaning speak truthfully but remain restrained, and short-lived. (Psalm 7:11, 103).
I expressed a handful but i pray that something resonated and begin to learn and apply to your daily work. Remember Embracing you is to loving you. Love is the religion and Unity is the mission. I love you all. Until next time.
Please comment below and email me if you need advice or prayer.
~ I am EmbraceU ~
~ Ellie ~
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