Quarantine Update!! School, Work, Dating, Healing

 

Hey Embracer's

What is going on with you all? How have you been? Let's talk about it; I want to know! Did you learn anything new about yourself?....Comment below or email me for prayer or encouragement.💞 So this week was alright. it was the week of the children's Virtual first day of  school. We started off strong than the following days; I woke up late so we all had a late start of the day. But do not fault me on this, your girl was tiyaddd, I wanted more sleep and I passed my time to wake up. Sorry, I'll do better. Yet it was still a great week all together. 

Oh, so I am coming to close of presenting my Signature Talk with Healing Voices. I am excited to what is to come from my final talk. I pray that it impacts someone to tell their story and use it to heal themselves and others. Also,  I've been consistent in my writing. God brung into my spirit to begin my books for women and children about facing abuse, insecurities, and doubt, how to get out of it, and overcome it and rejoice their triumphant. 

Oh, also I've been opened to digital dating, and networking with other Like-minded people. So, Let's go back to the digital dating. I am working accordingly😄 to stay open to this new way of dating. I am still very much focused on living purposely in writing, teaching the little ones, and being present with my babies. But I do think about whose my purpose partner, I mean there is one I am interested in submitting to this pursuit. I am going to take this nice & slow because I love hard , and when I am committed to one person, I will require him to become my husband, So that's that. 

Embracer's, please please know that God cares. He listens. He hears you. He sees you. Please come to Him as a child would to their parents. We are the chosen people to spread the good news for all humanity. We are in a spiritual battle. Ensure you are suited up in prayer and Faith. The Bible says: 

"But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood. a holy nation, God's special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. 1 Peter 2:9.

Shall we claim it and act like it. We already know the end result of this world here. I am praying for ya'll that I will see you on the other side of this. To God be the glory! Take care of yourself. Stay Well. Stay healthy. Until Next time. Aba Iseini.

💗Remember Embracing you is to loving you! 💗

~ I am EmbraceU~

~ Ellie ~

Are you intuned with your Source!

 Hey Embracer's 

I am back! checking up on ya'll. To see how are you doing? Have you accomplished or learned anything new? How was your day? Let's talk about it. Comment below or email me privately if you want to express yourself. 

Today I spoke with the babies, I also think i fell asleep on them because one minute i was watching them play under the trampoline ( On video), next thing you know, your girl is asleep. Idk, but anyways I felt energized to go outside for a walk. I put my sneakers on, tote bag, shopping cart and I was out, went to the supermarket, brought the large box of capri sun, and few more items. Then I walked down Avenue X towards my church home, stopped by dunkin' donuts- to get your girl some munchkin's BUTTTT they ran out!!!😐. check this out tho. the worker served me an extra donut with no cost because they didn't have anymore munchkins, like at all!!..... You know I be walking through places with the anointing that My God has on me. So here i am listening to music through my earphones, walking, eating my donut ( saving the other two for the babies). I turned back around towards where i live and i cut through a corner to see what's there....And hunnnayyy there were some clean looking houses on that side. Just Nice! Now I am walking towards the building, went inside, used the bathroom, drank some tea, ate dinner.

Anyways, what I wanted to talk about and express to ya'll about is fasting and prayer. the importance of it and different ways how to do it with one main goal in mind to get closer with God. What you are doing during the fasting and prayer is turning over a meal or two, or refraining from any distractions, such as social media, and/or television.

On Day 1 of fasting & prayer it is going to be the most challenging because you will have to think what is causing you stress in your life. write it down, pray on it, and wait/hear for your answers. 

Day 2 of turning over your plate or two,  the urgency to eat or indulge in entertainment will heighten. however, always think of the end goal in mind; GETTING CLOSER RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD. Ensure you are not drawing attention to yourself while fasting. Think of your needs and give it to God;by staying in His Word ( The Bible), recite The Word to yourself and ask the Holy Spirit to keep you focused. FAST FAITHFULLY!! 

Day 3 of turning over your plate or two, think of who or what do I need to put first in my life, depending on God to fill you up. This encourages spiritual discipline. 

Day 4 of turning over your plate or two, is breaking through spiritual strongholds. A journey into fasting provides the help to make a breakthrough to  happen. Adversity is the very thing that makes us strong. Also helps you see how much Jesus wants you to experience the abundant life He offers. 

Then asked yourself, where have you recently seen some of the spiritual forces of darkness trying to invade your life? 

WASH, RINSE,REPEAT FOR AS LONG AS YOU DESIRE!! and watch your breakthrough reveals itself. 

Until next time, Stay aligned with the Source. and start Journaling. Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. Aba Iseini 💋

~ I am EmbraceU ~

~ Ellie ~ 

Emotion and The Spirit are what you need!

 

Hey Embracer's

Happy Monday!! How are you doing? It is a beautiful cool day outside today. Labor Day Weekend, the west indies parade is, perhaps, cancelled and  a little boy, the age of 6 years old has been shot during the J'ouvert celebration. Let me tell you something about that, that was bad business!, 🙅‍♀️you hear me! With the critical and fragile time we're in, moral compasses are completely limited or non existent in the world. Why would you bring this babychild to a place like  J'ouvert. It is not the same as years before. 🤦‍♀️Anyways I pray he recovers physically, and mentally because that situation is scary and traumatizing. May the Lord heal him and use the baby child's story for His glory. 

 I am currently on video call with the babies. they are jumping in the trampoline, throwing pine cones against the wall of the house,eating hot dog & burgers. my babies are so amazing. They are so creative, they just know how to be a kid, free of worries, just pure innocence. (And that is how we should come to Our Father in heaven.) Being present with them is what brings me joy and motivation to the why of my goals. 

So last week was a 5 day prayer & fasting for my future spouse challenge; that challenge alone I learned a whole bunch. From praying for my spouse's relationship with God, to knowing his purpose, healing from his past, preparing for his readiness of dating, and maintaining sexual purity. So hear me now, Your girll  downloaded two dating apps, but deleted one.😞 it was wayyyy to shallow for me. So, I started going through the men pictures. Received a few short conversation but none asked me for a date. I am hoping I get a few dates in by this month.😇

  Oh, I sent my apology letters to the kids' dad and grandma; as an assignment to my healing. I've received a response from their dad but not the grandma. however, I really was not looking for a response from either one of them. But since their dad did respond. at first, i felt annoyed of what he said, got a little upset, talking to myself, releasing what i had in mind; then I prayed, express to God how I felt, and why i felt this way, then the holy spirit dwell on me and spoke Psalm 35. 

{ Your past is already behind you. keep doing what you are doing; praying, fasting, mediating,and praising, You are healed, I will fight for you and have your enemies be covered in their shame & confusion}. From there, i felt so much better. 🌼 My relationship with my Papa God has grown deeper and deeper. Also, My merciful Father on those who've done me wrong, all i have to do is let them go and forgive because I, too have been forgiven. So I humble myself, wait patiently, do my part in prayer and my reward will soon come. Let me give you some scripture to reference from.{2 Samuel 24:15} and {Psalm 25:11|.

During this fragile time of the year, ensure that you are staying spiritually grounded, and praying for your loved ones. To all my single mamas out there. do not lose hope in being married, and accomplishing other goals. stay focused on God and he will never steer you wrong. And also do your part in the game Faith + Without action = Dead. Therefore, Believe and Work!!

Until next time, Stay blessed. Stay Well. Stay healthy. 

Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. Aba Iseini 💗💗

~ I am EmbraceU ~

~ Ellie ~

Find your Superpower...Put it to Use!

Hey Embrace'rs

Happy Sunday!! how are you?. what a great day to be alive, isn't it?........ this week I've felt a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and now vibrating in a much higher frequency. I've been working my personal development; and  becoming a better version of myself, so God can use me in this life for His Glory. Since the kids are still on vacation; I've been preparing for distance learning. I've decided to switch over to 100% remote learning. There are too many controversies about the vaccines, using children as  baits, there isn't any solid preventive steps. So i feel secure in my decision. But you know what, I am actually excited to have my babies home for school. This time around I am more than equipped to balance both children's academia ( Kinder & 4th grade ), 

God has been speaking to me lately. I need Him more than anything this world can ever give me. He has placed a vision in me. To help the boys, and girls of this generation. My sister in Christ solidified what I've been feeling. 

I've also dreamed about the upcoming election and sad to say both candidates are just as terrible collectively as they are individually to be the face of the America. I am going to vote but not going to mention who I am going to vote for. We should just say F*** the government and Self- govern this country. Place God back into All institutions, have the communities become responsible for each other's properties, spouses, and children, place our whole armor of the holy spirit and get busy out here in these streets, we have a lot of work to get done for the kingdom.....However, That work has to be done at Home first, you know your inner being. Ask yourself what is your passion, What is your purpose?. Think a little deeper and ask yourself; while in school, what were you ALWAYS getting into "trouble" in class for?....... whatever it is, That, my friend, is your superpower!!.use it to defeat the world and glorify God's Kingdom. 

 Oh, yes, allow me to give you some scripture to mediate on; Genesis 2:15 and apply to your life. We are in a spiritual battle in which we are in need for each other to come together in love. Let's find the superhero in us, and use it for God's glory. 

Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you.  Aba Iseini💗

Please comment below if you need any advice or prayers. 

~ I am EmbraceU ~ 

~ Ellie ~ 

Submit to the Pursue

 Hey Embrace'rs

Happy Saturday! How are you doing?. Are you carrying any loads that need to be lifted, Let's talk about it! . I always have to ask if we are still in quarantine because it feels pretty normal to me. Businesses are opening, and operating in a new fashion. schools/ after schools are operating as Blended learning. Jobs are hiring more, but the compensation still needs improvement. Yet it is alright, May this new "normal" of this world doesn't alarm you of any sort; if you been reading my posts,  aligning with God's Word, and applying it daily to your lives. You should be in the phase of transition for your harvest season. Also you should be aware that a great shift is coming, 

Speaking of the transition phase, I've been  embracing the stillness of my own company, did some chores, watched movies and series on Netflix, bonding with my mom, reading a lot more, taking walks, mediating, cooking, listening to music. Oh guess what, so ya'll remember the special guy I've mentioned in my previous post, Well he called me two days ago. I swear my spirit felt more than rejuvenated hearing his voice again. He mentioned he has been going through some things the past few weeks and honestly I heard it his voice too, but he was at work; so we couldn't really speak in depth, yet we spoke enough for our day to feel great. I've been praying that we see each other again real soon. And this time we both will be more than ready to receive each other.  

Oh and I've applied for a position as a Youth Worker; was called for a virtual interview; and got hired before that night ended.💃💗 I am happy; finally working in the field I desired. So many ideas are flowing effortlessly and I can not wait to express it for the after school program.

I also desire to learn how to ride a bicycle, I already picked out what kind of  bicycle I want. I've always wanted to learn how to bike ride, you know another way to be playful and incorporate physical activities as a family. Then, I will go back and retake the road test. I am confident that I will pass the road test this time and become a  licensed driver by the end of this year, Claimed Blessings on Blessings and I am just here and ready to receive it all. I did my work by laying down everything of my past and focusing on being present and the future.  I'll definitely update ya'll soon come.  Until next time, Remember embracing yourself is the key to loving yourself. Aba Iseini 💋

Please comment below or email me if you need advice or prayers.

~ I am EmbraceU ~

~Ellie ~

Money grooves, when Steward!

 Hey Embrace'rs 

Good afternoon. Happy Saturday! How did you sleep last night. I am glad ya'll are here and made it to another day with with the intent to live purposely. The country is slowly opening back up, well in New York at least. Have you done any self-reflection lately? what have you accomplished in this quarantine period?. I've done some deep work on myself and I am so proud of myself that I am more focused than anything before. yesterday, I had some quality time with myself, put on my bathing suit, scandals, beach chair and went to be one with the ocean. I love the ocean, allowing my feet to entangle itself with the sand. The beach was settled, quite refreshing. I sat about 8 ft to the shore. I read, listening to music on spotify, meditating and envisioning myself 5 years from now. May I say, I give it to God, and continue to walk and live in purpose.

My spirit has spoken to me about finances, and budgeting. The motto this generation have of Secure the bag, it is great and all to secure your bag and protect those who you love and care for. However, let's try God's way, not cultural way in managing you monies. How can you manage your finances, budgeting, and still live righteously with the crisis we are living now. I am glad you mentioned it, it is quite simple. You need to learn how to STEWARD YOUR BAG, not Secure your bag. 

By definition, Secure means to Fix or attach something ( your money) so that it can not be moved or lost. Right there can result to issues arising. I'll tell you why in a moment. And Steward is means to officially supervise arrangements or order keeping of something (your money). In the Bible, it simply expresses that stewarding your finances is basically you using and keeping  order in all the resources God has given you for good and His glory. 

Earlier I've mentioned, securing the bag can lead to arising issues. securing is You are in control of your money and how you'll need to set it in place. However, little did you know that money you are working so hard for is not really yours. For example, this pandemic has caused many citizens out of a job, depending on the government, worrying about what's next?. You really do not have control of the resources given to you unless you have someone higher managing it all. Yes, God blessed you with that job, that business, a house for you and your family, groceries to feed you and your family. So if  God supplied you with all of those things why won;t He supply you with increased opportunities. Only thing you have to do is bring 10% of any income you receive and He'll bless your 90%. 

Ya'll want bible, right?. study Malachi 3:8-10. You are bringing your tithes & offerings to God, not the church, so any bias opinions, ask God to remove it before reading. Those churches hat have done those evil things are wrong and there is a need for repentance and acknowledgement to those deeds. 

That is all i have for you my beautiful people. Please enjoy the rest of your weekend. Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. 

Until next time. Stay blessed. Stay well. I love you. 💞 Aba Iseini 

Please comment below, email me if you need advice or prayers 

~ I am EmbraceU ~

Let's TALK Anger, Is it good?

Hey Embracer's

Happy Sunday! How have you been? Have ya'll been listening to your inner "good" spirit? if you have, what is it telling you to do?....Write in the comment box below, I am all ears.....Church service was great, the message was hitting today; the holy spirit told us to continue to call people onto God and start passionately putting back the worship on it. Ya'll know, put that fire back in loving God. Using our body as a vessel to Our Lord. And also continue sending out prayers for our brothers/sisters. God, can turn it all around when you face repentance. I'll give ya'll some Bible... when you have the time, please study 1 Kings 18  (the story of Elijah). Oh yeah, it happened again, ya'll remember the shoe incident in my last post, so another pair of wedges i had to toss in the trash. i swear i need a 911 shopping day for myself. Again i played it off Buttt THAT'S not the point. my shoes just doesn't want me to be great. I felt great and it all that matters. so I am walking home from getting off the bus. got home. watched some movies and moesha on Netflix. Currently, listening to some music on spotify. And I spoke with the babies on Whatsapp, saw their new learned skills. Nanu learned how to do a back-flip into a bridge and Papi learned how to strike the baseball ball. My babies are such natural at what they do. I am so overwhelmingly joyful when they are happy doing what they love to do. 

( I did not mentioned, I lost my damn glasses so this fine writing on this screen is messing with my eyes.😐 but the topic I wanted to discuss with ya'll is anger and how to overcome anger )

Anger is a strong, secondary emotion; of annoyance, displeasure, or hostility. Anger can actually be beneficial when expressed effectively. Going to tell you my experience with anger. my past relationship with the kids' dad, has been a huge chuck of my development and it has been one hell of a ride since i gotten off. my goal is to heal from my past, Tell my story any way I can. So you ladies, and mamas can resonate and do the same. Know your worth! Do not lower your standards for no damn body. if you do not have a strong role model, older, wiser woman or man of God to follow than find you one in your communities and stick close to them. 

Back to the anger experience, it was about three months ago, I went to the post office to serve documents to the kids' father. he called my phone, looking for the kids and i mentioned to him that i was not home and when i get home, i'll tell them to call you, You would have thought; he understood. but nahhhh, something triggered him and asked "where was I?""I told him it is none of your concern" he started compulsively calling my line now, then he did not reached me so he harassed the guy I was talking with at the time, saying some disrespectful words to him about me. Ironically, I called him at the same time  the guy did not answer him he just screenshot the message sent it to me. That right there got me soooooo damn ANGRYYY pissed tf off. (SN: I've dealt wit this man say some cruel shit to me. he does not even want me but he also did not want no one else to want me so he sabotages anyone that comes in my directions, exchanging our time.) Baby father called again, I answered, said some words and hung up and walked to the nearest phone shop and changed my WHOLE NUMBER. It felt soo damn good; I felt a huge load just left my back. i still had him blocked. he did contact the babies via email but it was inconsistent. Almost 3 weeks now, the kids started saying they missed their dad. so ya'll know I had to pray on it first before ANYTHING. Then, the holy spirit definitely guide me to get them a phone, so they can keep in communication with their dad. 

As a woman of God, I have to walk righteously in His glory and honor. Extending my hand, being the bigger person in the situations even when you rather be petty, and vengeful. Yahweh ( Hebrew meaning for God) expresses His wrath everyday towards His people, Yet at the same time, God is merciful. He is not easily provoked. Because He is a righteous judge. He demonstrates how His people should approach anger. We must use anger productively, meaning speak truthfully but remain restrained, and short-lived. (Psalm 7:11, 103). 

I expressed a handful but i pray that something resonated and begin to learn and apply to your daily work. Remember Embracing you is to loving you. Love is the religion and Unity is the mission. I love you all. Until next time. 

Please comment below and email me if you need advice or prayer.

~ I am EmbraceU ~

~ Ellie ~

Shame on You, Dulce!! Let's TALK!

Hey ya'll

Happy Wednesday!! how are you doing? what did you do today to make someone's day? How are you feeling in this moment?. I had mind-blowing revelation about myself last night. I'll tell ya'll about soon enough. But first let me tell you about my week. I'm not sure if i mentioned it, but the babies are spending time with their dad in Virginia for the rest of the summer. So I've went out of town to go visit my best friend since high school. Mannn oh man i had a great time, it felt so good to actually travel alone and do what I wanted to do. I returned late afternoon yesterday. Feeling so rejuvenated and refreshed. I started studying my notes for my course of healing voices. i thought yesterday was the Zoom meeting and it is tonight. I have to do my first presentation on Shame and I believe I am ready to share my Talk on Shame. I am grateful for these opportunities of rejuvenation because I began to feel a bit depressed, anxious, and apprehensive because things were not moving fast enough for me. Unknowingly realizing that my thoughts are not better than God's thoughts. My ways are not better than God's way. So I prayed, asked, received, rested. I accompanied Tiana ( my best friend ) on her journey in house searching. I strongly believed that right there was for me. the reason why I say that, you remember when I've mentioned about becoming a homeowner, well it have not came to pass YET. But I feel it coming soon. God was just there; observing how I've received the opportunity. Both me and T looked at 4 houses, and in each one I found what I desire in a home. I needed to be out the projects and be around another form of housing and living to manifest what I  want to desire in my life. Oh yeah, guess what, T tarot card read me and it was interesting and intriguing. It read to me that I was still holding on to some ties to my past, hindering the prosperity of my future. 

So as you know, I am studying my notes on Shame to prepare for my Zoom Talk. I concluded that I mentally created an image of my ego named Dulce ( a sweet, caring, warm, beautiful exterior and when applied some heat to her; she gets sticky, messy, indifferent towards whomever brought the heat). In reality, Dulce was protecting me ( Eliud ) in not feeling wanted nor desirable to the very person I was in a relationship with. I laid that down and gave it to God. It is Done! 

Also, I had lunch with one of my mama in Christ, her name is Tammy and she is awesome. She has been there for me and my babies since the day I devoted 100% to Christ through Baptism. she has revealed her testimony to me.And it was heartfelt. She has been through some thangs Yet God had her covered the WHOLE time. Her story was beautiful and it gave me so much hope. grace, and mercy towards my circumstances with my ex.

Ladies, Gents, young people, From everything I've expressed to you. please resonate this: Confront your Shame. Name it if you have to. Lay it Down( call the thing a thing), and Give it to God.  the holy spirit will reveal some answers to you that needed to be said about yourself. Don't get upset. Embrace it. Own it. heal and Move forward. Because your number one goal to overcome trauma is To heal from it. 

Remember through the good, bad, and the ugly embracing you is the key to loving you. If you do not love you why you would you want someone to love you  the way you deserve. 

Love is the religion and Unity is the mission. Have a wonderful Night! Until next time. I love you. I am proud of you. Aba Iseini 

Please comment below and email me if you need advice or prayers.

~Ellie

I am EmbraceU