How are you doing this morning? Happy Monday!! made it to a new week. and today is a very special day, its my baby boy's birthday. he turns 5 years old. I am so grateful for a son like him. the level of humility and confidence he expresses is beyond his typical age range. I call him, ' mi abuelo' among other nicknames i call him, because he is so mature for his age.he is such a great kid. The kids are currently spending time with their dad. they were not home for the weekend, which meant I had the whole bed to myself and I enjoyed it. Waking up with purpose is different kind of glow. You feel good. You talk good. You walk good. it is a great feeling to be in. idk, My kids' dad holds a resentment towards me but its alright, I still wish him the best. I am very much aware that we can not be friends AT ALL. So if this is where we stand with it, Bueno! este donde se queda, puto!
I, also watched my virtual graduation ceremony yesterday, took a picture of my full government; posted it on Facebook and wrote a brief speech on how my degree is more than just a piece of paper is everything to me and to God be the glory for all of it because without Him giving me the strength, courage, patience, perseverance, dedication, and grace to complete my work; I would've gave up a long time ago. But I did it and it feels good. Now i am currently working on my new form baby, my business EmbraceU,LLC, just waiting and trusting in the Lord ( Isaiah 8:17) to fund my business, to get it off the ground and start running it accordingly and righteously.
Can I say this, I still think about my special guy everyday, I know I did the right thing in falling back to completely close the book of my past failed relationship. Yet I still very much miss him. I want to see him, be transparent with him, be there For him in his journey, I pray about him everyday. I pray that one day we can pray together. he sure is my best friend and i am scared of confronting him and telling how i feel about him, how he makes me feel. Him and i together can make some righteous things happen. In God's timing, He will make it happen for us to come together and be inseparable in glory.
Well as you know, I have to step out for a little bit, purchase a few things to surprise my baby boy on his day when him and his sister returns home. he is in for a treat. I love my babies.( tiempo de fiesta cuentena estylo). Until next time, Remember to embrace yourself is to love yourself.. Carry your messes and give to God to help overcome it. Stay Encouraged. Stay blessed. Stay healthy. Stay safe. I love you all. 💋Aba Isieni
~ Ellie ~
~ I am EmbraceU ~
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