Happy Friday Everyone! How are you doing? what have you accomplished today? what can you praise God for?..... Let's talk about it! Listen here! this mama got a break from the kids today!!! The kids are spending time with their grandpa. I am so grateful for him because he doesn't determine their relationship with their father's relationship. So here I am, home doing what I love to do; To write. it have been an interesting week thus far. As you know the kids received their phone, so now they are in communication with their dad; which has its own benefits and challenges. but hey, he can no longer harass the hell out of me anymore, right?. right!..... Feel so peaceful, and at ease.
As you know I fell back on my special guy, I've been missing him a whole lot. Is as if, a piece of the puzzle went missing because of my mishandling of the situation. I am just hoping he is doing alright, still focused, doing his thang, and fathering his children. You know I have a feeling in my gut that we are going to see each other, when? not sure. But we are.
I've been talking with my mom about most things; because she seem not to understand that mama needs a break,and desire more and the way how I handle situations, especially with the kids' father; it is the best I know how to handle it.
Our fore-mamas raised us in a way where they couldn't get a break,for the reason of fear or doubt of the 'what if's'. They just did the best they knew how, but what I've also noticed is they seem to have absolutely no patience for any children anymore, PERIOD! and i believe that has a toll on a woman, who are mothers not taking any breaks for their selves. Us women are deserving of that. Before we were entrusted by God to be a mother. We are women first. We need to do what we enjoy doing without allowing it to be 'kid friendly'. Wow! I can actually watch movies on Netflix without having the concern of it being inappropriate for children's precious eyes & ears. I am not saying go crazy, wilding out and ish; but these opportunities of kid free days to do what YOU( your name )love to do. Take advantage!. If you don't know what that looks like, then just enjoy the quietness of the house!, no toys on the floor, having a near-death experience with them things. Mamas, you know what I am talking about...... Please, say Amen!!!! Because them children's toys are Dangerous!!!😂😁.
Allow me to give some truths from The Truth. 'Humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you' (James 1:21). Trust in Jesus( Our only hope in a relationship with God and our selves), that he will be right there with you in your struggles and temptations. No reason to live in fear. We were might to live peacefully and rest in His loving arms with confidence that He will take care of us. PERIOD!!!
With that being said, Mamas, you are deserving of enjoying the God-given passion and purpose instilled in you. Until next time mama-loves, If you are free for this weekend or any free time from the babies. Please take that and walk gracefully with it. Remember embracing yourself is the key to loving yourself. Love is the religion and Unity is the mission. Stay safe. Stay well. I love ya'll.
Ellie
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