Walk through with humility

Hey Embrace'rs,

What a day it was today?, How are ya'll doing? Established something new about yourself?, Let's talk!

Today was a great day as any other day, right?. So the kids and I went to church this morning; you would not believe what happened a few steps to the church. the scrap of one of my scandals snapped up. 😮Bad business, right, i know!! But I handled it soo well. I encouraged myself to stay positive throughout the day. We entered the lawn. My church family sang, praised, then listened to the word which was a very powerful message as it should be. The Word that resonated was ' YE NOT BE TROUBLE'. allow me to explain, With everything what is going on in this world with the rioting, economic distress, and health crisis. do not focus on it rather focus on the Truth. The Truth in The Word of God. Suffering Forward is the goal for Men and Woman of God, followers of Christ. Not to be suffering and stagnant, or suffering backwards. BUT, REPEAT AFTER ME: SUFFERING FORWARD!. What are you looking forward to this week?. whatever it is look forward to some kind of suffering, adverse, or bad breaks. BUT check this out, the victory is already at the end waiting on you to receive it. So don't give it! Perseverance is the key to major breakthrough. 

What victories am I waiting for?, I am so glad you asked, at the end of my suffering I am looking forward to more healing, more spiritual fruits, being loved by a wonderful man whom love God as much as I do, and most importantly empathy to my story from ya'll. I love writing to you all, sharing my story of my life so ya'll can feel what I am saying and walk the good walk of faith and perseverance by telling your story.

As you know I promised to present a poem to ya'll, please please let me know what ya'll thoughts are. 

On Top, no fear, good courage.

You will remain always on top, align yourself straight up, have no fear, carry good courage. just

how mama make that ol' good porridge.

Be grateful for the past yet do not stay there, it is a reason it did not go where you are going.

Remove all thoughts of patched up ramification, hand it to God, and consider it. Done! .

Grace is God's expressed compassion to our stubbornness to obedience, leading to the Hope

you need to Trust. Foreseen the believing of the unseen to be seen. Swinging in Your Father's

arms, knowing your level of dependency to walk through anything from your challenges to your

destiny.

Hope stands Trust followed by Peace overseen Rest. While you rest assure you are not sleep,

where it gives room for the adversaries to enter and invade.

You will remain always on top. Align yourself straight up. Have no fear; carry good courage. Trust

in Him. He is with you eternally always.

Thanks for supporting me. Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. I love you. Continue to push through. You are closer to your victories than your eyes want to see. Aba Iseini 💛

Oh, to add on to my day, the kids and I were offered a ride the rest of the way home from one of our church family. I was extremely humbled with my sufferings of earlier and the victory of later came in smoothly.

Please comment below, and email me if you need advice or prayers.

~ Ellie ~

~ I am EmbraceU ~

  

Fix and Focus!........Quarantine QT

Hey Embracer's 

How are you doing?. Happy Wednesday!.  I've been stalling in writing. Too many things are on my mind that I need to get done, I am so focused on working on my business. Some of the days, I have no interest in going outside but i still have the kids with me and I believe they need some form of outdoor activities instilled in them. so i feel a bit guilty. But I tried not to beat myself about it because once my business is off the ground. They are going be my first employees, for sure.😄 even my extended girlchild ( my neighbor's daughter), she is a handful yet she is very intelligent. she is going be an employee of mine also; you know, simple tasks for their age range of course. it feels good to talk about my business; I am so overwhelmingly grateful that I am here at this point. I am also working on some real estate investments. I've previously mentioned a slogan, I got from one of  Lamar Tyler book, the slogan states, { C.R.U.S.H Can't rest until something happens}. I've been working day and night on my home business. My goal is to stack my babies' savings accounts ( including nieces/nephews, future godbabies,), Become a Stay at home mom again, and conduct business from home, as well as continue to be active in my children's school. 

So I also letting go of all of the men I ever had ties with. It was confusing the hell out of me. Therefore, to keep my mind off of that . I am fixing my eye on the one that matters, Jesus. He is the one who is allowing me to further myself in my business. Not to worry about finances, being a home owner, owning a vehicle. Basically,  I am focusing on myself wholeheartedly, focus on whats best for my babies. I never ever want to be left astray from my purpose again. So whoever my husband is has to be apart of that grind as me. Anything else is a distraction. 🙅

What I want to tell ya'll ladies,mamas, and young people DO NOT take your focus off of Christ Jesus. When you do; that is  when you will definitely stumble in the cracks. But no worries about that, God got  you. Way maker, Miracle Worker, Promise Keeper, Light in the darkness My God that is who you are!!! Even when i do not see it You are working. even when i do not feel it you are working. You never stop. You never stop working"........ Allow those words to resonate in your gut and your heart. Because issa fact how faithful God really is. 

Allow me to give you some scripture to mediate on(Acts 2:21), 'Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved'........ this right here gives you that hope that whatever mistakes, downfall,circumstances you are facing is NOT Never to HARD for God to handle. Then guess what, after that you are literally made into a new creation, stated  (2 Corinthians 5:17). Wow! such great news to share right?. You can get some great things in the Bible and Talking with God. You'll certainly will come across some great things from heaven here on earth. 

Until Next time, Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. Trust the process. Stay focus. Express gratitude. You know what I just might share a poem or two with ya'll. Let see what the holy spirit has for me to share with ya'll.

 Have a wonderful night. Stay hydrated. Stay focused. Get some rest. Enjoy your babies which ever way it sees fit. 

I love ya'll.💗

 Please comment below and email me if you need advice or prayers. 

~ Ellie ~

I am EmbraceU

Mamas, Hope is Here!

 

Hey Embracer's 

Happy Friday Eve!!! How ya'll doing? How did you sleep? What have you accomplished this week? Tell me about it. 

As you know, this week was my Son shine's birthday, he turned 5. Let me tell you. it was a huge success, baby boy was smiling, giving hugs throughout the whole day. he even said thank you for coming. Because both him and his sister spent the whole weekend with their dad and uncle. So we were going to have a separate celebration, until both me and their dad spoke on the phone and came up with a plan that was greatly executed. He arranged an Airbnb for his stay in  N.Y, so we arranged last minute for me to go over there instead of doing it in the park outside of my mother's building. 

When Eli saw me and his friend walked into the yard, he was so excited. And I hugged his uncle. i said hello to Kenny (their dad). I didn't hug him because he doesn't do well with hugging so that would have been awkward asf. But yeah, we cut a cake for Eli, took plenty of photos, played picture bingo, Talaya won the $1 by rock, paper, scissor against her uncle and their friend. Then, the adults started coming. the kids were placed inside the house, did TikTok. I thought about going home around 10, but to travel on the train with 3 kids and bags; I refuse to do that; gotten too spoiled with the convenient driving. I can not wait until I become an official licensed driver with my own vehicle. Long story short, we headed up sleeping over. Ain't no funny business happened between their dad and I. I can not place myself in that pit again. I am glad he did not push for anything neither. I believe he has someone special anyways because every now and again he would be on his phone secretly. 

This is why I can not trust his word. he mentioned that he doesn't trust no female, yet he speaking to someone in secret; where i asked him, perhaps he might meet his wife. And what's crazy is that, i had to fall back from my special person because Kenny found his number and harassed him; trying to dismantle my character. But even if i wanted to I can not do the same. Like he is really unaware of his actions and he truly believes his actions are right and I am always wrong.  But hey! this is what it takes to be a peacemaker. When you believe something to be incorrect, you just have to nod your head in agreement, just to be at peace with the other person.  I am over it, over him, Best wishes to him. Allow the holy spirit to guide us through this co parenting, co existing relationship. I am going to stay true and plugged in to My Source. My Source is what keeps me leveled and in obedience. 

So Embracer's, if you are a single parent  out there trying to balance the co parenting, please please stay in prayer, in the spirit, acknowledge your feelings yet remind yourself of the facts and the reason why you are placed in a situation. the whole objective to co parenting is the well being of the children. Period!. We accomplished that. so I am happy. 

Remember Embracing you is the key to loving yourself. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. Stay safe. Stay healthy. Stay Grounded. Until Next time. Aba Iseini 💗

~ Ellie ~

I am EmbraceU 

Quarantine QT.....Happy and Grateful

Hey Embrace'rs,

How are you doing this morning? Happy Monday!! made it to a new week. and today is a very special day, its my baby boy's birthday. he turns 5 years old. I am so grateful for a son like him. the level of humility and confidence he expresses is beyond his typical age range. I call him, ' mi abuelo' among other nicknames i call him, because he is so mature for his age.he is such a great kid.  The kids are currently spending time with their dad. they were not home for the weekend, which meant I had the whole bed to myself and I enjoyed it. Waking up with purpose is different kind of glow. You feel good. You talk good. You walk good. it is a great feeling to be in. idk, My kids' dad holds a resentment towards me but its alright, I still wish him the best. I am very much aware that we can not be friends AT ALL. So if this is where we stand with it, Bueno! este donde se queda, puto! 

I, also watched my virtual graduation ceremony yesterday, took a picture of my full government; posted it on Facebook and wrote a brief speech on how my degree is more than just a piece of paper is everything to me and to God be the glory for all of it because without Him giving me the strength, courage, patience, perseverance, dedication, and grace to complete my work; I would've gave up a long time ago. But I did it and it feels good. Now i am currently working on my new form baby, my business EmbraceU,LLC, just waiting and trusting in the Lord ( Isaiah 8:17) to fund my business, to get it off the ground and start running it accordingly and righteously. 

Can I say this, I still think about my special guy everyday, I know I did the right thing in falling back to completely close the book of my past failed relationship. Yet I still very much miss him. I want to see him, be transparent with him, be there For him in his journey, I pray about him everyday. I pray that one day we can pray together. he sure is my best friend and i am scared of confronting him and telling how i feel about him, how he makes me feel. Him and i together can make some righteous things happen. In God's timing, He will make it happen for us to come together and be inseparable in glory. 

Well as you know, I have to step out for a little bit, purchase a few things to surprise my baby boy on his day when him and his sister returns home. he is in for a treat. I love my babies.( tiempo de fiesta cuentena estylo). Until next time, Remember to embrace yourself is to love yourself.. Carry your messes and give to God to help overcome it. Stay Encouraged. Stay blessed. Stay healthy. Stay safe. I love you all. 💋Aba Isieni 

~ Ellie ~

~ I am EmbraceU ~

Quarantine chit chat....Mamas let's talk!

Hey Embrace'rs 

Happy Tuesday! we are still quarantined, huh?. How you doing?. what you been up to?. started anything new?...... Let's talk. 

So I've been working on  what I do best is express myself through writing and being a mom. there is so much to say. however, I really just want to hear what you have to say to me and I'll answer them. 

While patiently waiting for some questions to answer, I'll talk about my babies, and what's new with me. As you know I have two kids, a 10 year old young lady, my princess, she teaches me patience, awareness, active listening, and self-control. she is also my personal secretary. She loves dancing, gymnastic, outdoors, art& craft. And introducing my Sonshine,  soon to be 5 year old young king, he teaches me humility, confidence, gentleness, loving, and understanding. He loves playing ball, superheroes;especially obsessed with spider man, he loves to be in the kitchen for both eating and cooking. he is also my personal treasurer. this little human loves to pick up things from the ground from the age he started walking. 

Yeah, both of them inspires me to be better and want better for my life and theirs. when they are happy. I am happy. I love being a mom. When I get married to my best friend, we going start working on our twins immediately. ( putting it out there into the universe,ya'll 😍). I also want to adopt a child also.

Remember when I've mentioned about falling back from my special person to stay focused on the tasks I had in front of me. I strongly believe and feel that we will be coming together real soon. 

 Oh, I took upon another course that will be beneficial for me to more forward and sharpen myself as a woman. 

You know, I am going be honest with ya'll ladies, yesterday i was not feeling up for anything because I lost my keys and i felt a bit down. I dislike depending on others, where I move the way I move.  the kids wanted to go outside to play and I was not up for it at all to leave the building. it times like this here where my backyard were right next to my kitchen is just a door open away. But soon ya'll  soon my new home is coming. 

Please comment below, share, and like. describe your babies, what are your interests, perhaps we can come together virtually or physically and place our mama power to work for the community. 

Love is the new religion. Unity is the mission. Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. 

Continue to stay safe, Stay Well. Stay healthy. Until next time. I love ya'll. aba isieni 

~ Ellie ~

I am EmbraceU 

Quarantine QT......Mama needs a break,too!

Hey Embrace'rs 

Happy Friday Everyone! How are you doing? what have you accomplished today? what can you praise God for?..... Let's talk about it! Listen here! this mama got a break from the kids today!!! The kids are spending time with their grandpa. I am so grateful for him because he doesn't determine their relationship with their father's relationship. So here I am, home doing what I love to do; To write. it have been an interesting week thus far. As you know the kids received their phone, so now they are in communication with their dad; which has its own benefits and challenges. but hey, he can no longer harass the hell out of me anymore, right?. right!..... Feel so peaceful, and at ease. 

As you know I fell back on my special guy, I've been missing him a whole lot. Is as if, a piece of the puzzle went missing because of my mishandling of the situation. I am just hoping he is doing alright, still focused, doing his thang, and fathering his children. You know I have a feeling in my gut that we are going to see each other, when? not sure. But we are. 

I've been talking with my mom about most things; because she seem not to understand that mama needs a break,and desire more and the way how I handle situations, especially with the kids' father; it is the best I know how to handle it. 

Our fore-mamas raised us in a way where they couldn't get a break,for  the reason of fear or doubt of the 'what if's'. They just did the best they knew how, but what I've also noticed is they seem to have absolutely no patience for any children anymore, PERIOD! and i believe that has a toll on a woman, who are mothers not taking any breaks for their selves. Us women are deserving of that. Before we were entrusted by God to be a mother. We are women first. We need to do what we enjoy doing without allowing it to be 'kid friendly'. Wow! I can actually watch movies on Netflix without having the concern of it being inappropriate for children's precious eyes & ears. I am not saying go crazy, wilding out and ish; but these opportunities of kid free days to do what YOU( your name )love to do. Take advantage!. If you don't know what that looks like, then just enjoy the quietness of the house!, no toys on the floor, having a near-death experience with them things. Mamas, you know what I am talking about...... Please, say Amen!!!! Because them children's toys are Dangerous!!!😂😁. 

Allow me to give some truths from The Truth. 'Humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you' (James 1:21). Trust in Jesus( Our only hope in a relationship with God and our selves), that he will be right there with you in your struggles and temptations. No reason to live in fear. We were might to live peacefully and rest in His loving arms with confidence that He will take care of us. PERIOD!!!

With that being said, Mamas, you are deserving of enjoying the God-given passion and purpose instilled in you. Until next time mama-loves, If you are free for this weekend or any free time from the babies. Please take that and walk gracefully with it. Remember embracing yourself is the key to loving yourself. Love is the religion and Unity is the mission. Stay safe. Stay well. I love ya'll. 

Ellie 

EmbraceU.Iam

Quarantine QT .......... Life is simple mamas

Hey Embrace'rs 

How are you doing?. It is a great feeling to be alive!. Everyday I've noticed my bucket of gratefulness has increased and the more grateful I am with the things in front of me, the more of it God provides for me. With that being said, I finally completed the courses for my AA degree. I'll return back to T.U.W for my BA.Psy, MA.Psy, and Psy. D in Industry/Organizational Psy. But first I want to focus on developing my business. I am so serious in not returning back to working at a home care agency as Home health aide. I've already been exposed to greatness and what I love to do and my purpose. So going back to working for crumbs is not even it anymore. Developing my business will fund for my dreams of being debt free, financially free, homeowner, automobile owner, traveling, living life with my best friend(special person in my life), and our babies. Also creating generational wealth. 

Life is beautiful. Life is actually quite simple as long as you are aligned, walking in your purpose, and doing what you love to do, and serving others with what you love to do. I get it now!. 

If you are having some challenges, it is alright. Don't give up, Get back up, keep walking because you are not alone, when you can not go any further; call upon the Lord Our God. He will be right there to carry you along the way. 

I am going to keep it short for you today..Gotta finish this laundry load. Going to be present with the humans in my life. Always remember Embracing yourself is to loving yourself. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. Carry your story into greatness. Its Ain't over 'till God says its over. I love ya'll. 

Aba Iseini. 💞

  Ellie 

~ EmbraceU.IAm ~

Quarantine QT ....... Pray and Watch!

                            

 

Hey Embrace'rs,

Good Night! how are you? How are you feeling tonight? what did you accomplish today?. You know I've been in  an internal turmoil. But I 'm feel good though. its finals week; getting all my assignments submitted before the end of Sunday's deadline. My PTA mommies been checking up on me and it feels great to have important mommies friends in my life. I love them so much. When you are walking in your purpose; everything works in your favor. I am happy! From everything I've been through, walking away from my ex. Oh yeah, i had to change my number. it was well over due; the attachment of having the same number for years and the thought of memorizing a new number. Uhh!! And also I had to fall back on my special guy. Honestly, at the moment, i was upset, annoyed at the fact that my ex been harassing him; and on top of that I figured out how my ex ended up knowing his number. Let me tell you, dude has some time in his hands because I can never!. So I ended falling back and ever since then I've been missing the heck out of him. I carry him in my spirit. its like when I think about my future and achievements I see him in it. I want him. All of him. Our conversations, video calls, and emoji flirting. i tell myself to stay focus on what's in front of me, first and in God's timing him and I will come together and be inseparable. So I guess this is what it feels like to patiently wait for what God has for you, huh?. 

The verse I want to bring to your attention is Matthew 6:6, it show you how you should pray. You remember I've mentioned that it is essential to align yourself spiritually, well here i am telling you the HOW, and that's through prayer. Prayers works, Do not allow ANYONE to tell you it doesn't because I am the living proof and I've personally witnessed my prayers come into passed. God cares about ya'll. All your troubles, give it to God. He will certainly take care of it and you for trusting in Him. 

Find you a room in your house, shut the door, and talk to your Father in heaven. And just watch your blessings unfold itself. 

Remember stay aligned. stay prayed up. stay safe, well, and sane! we'll get through this together.  I love ya'll. Embracing yourself is the key to loving yourself. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission.  Aba Isieni.

I am EmbraceU

~ Ellie ~