Find your Superpower...Put it to Use!

Hey Embrace'rs

Happy Sunday!! how are you?. what a great day to be alive, isn't it?........ this week I've felt a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and now vibrating in a much higher frequency. I've been working my personal development; and  becoming a better version of myself, so God can use me in this life for His Glory. Since the kids are still on vacation; I've been preparing for distance learning. I've decided to switch over to 100% remote learning. There are too many controversies about the vaccines, using children as  baits, there isn't any solid preventive steps. So i feel secure in my decision. But you know what, I am actually excited to have my babies home for school. This time around I am more than equipped to balance both children's academia ( Kinder & 4th grade ), 

God has been speaking to me lately. I need Him more than anything this world can ever give me. He has placed a vision in me. To help the boys, and girls of this generation. My sister in Christ solidified what I've been feeling. 

I've also dreamed about the upcoming election and sad to say both candidates are just as terrible collectively as they are individually to be the face of the America. I am going to vote but not going to mention who I am going to vote for. We should just say F*** the government and Self- govern this country. Place God back into All institutions, have the communities become responsible for each other's properties, spouses, and children, place our whole armor of the holy spirit and get busy out here in these streets, we have a lot of work to get done for the kingdom.....However, That work has to be done at Home first, you know your inner being. Ask yourself what is your passion, What is your purpose?. Think a little deeper and ask yourself; while in school, what were you ALWAYS getting into "trouble" in class for?....... whatever it is, That, my friend, is your superpower!!.use it to defeat the world and glorify God's Kingdom. 

 Oh, yes, allow me to give you some scripture to mediate on; Genesis 2:15 and apply to your life. We are in a spiritual battle in which we are in need for each other to come together in love. Let's find the superhero in us, and use it for God's glory. 

Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you.  Aba Iseini💗

Please comment below if you need any advice or prayers. 

~ I am EmbraceU ~ 

~ Ellie ~ 

Submit to the Pursue

 Hey Embrace'rs

Happy Saturday! How are you doing?. Are you carrying any loads that need to be lifted, Let's talk about it! . I always have to ask if we are still in quarantine because it feels pretty normal to me. Businesses are opening, and operating in a new fashion. schools/ after schools are operating as Blended learning. Jobs are hiring more, but the compensation still needs improvement. Yet it is alright, May this new "normal" of this world doesn't alarm you of any sort; if you been reading my posts,  aligning with God's Word, and applying it daily to your lives. You should be in the phase of transition for your harvest season. Also you should be aware that a great shift is coming, 

Speaking of the transition phase, I've been  embracing the stillness of my own company, did some chores, watched movies and series on Netflix, bonding with my mom, reading a lot more, taking walks, mediating, cooking, listening to music. Oh guess what, so ya'll remember the special guy I've mentioned in my previous post, Well he called me two days ago. I swear my spirit felt more than rejuvenated hearing his voice again. He mentioned he has been going through some things the past few weeks and honestly I heard it his voice too, but he was at work; so we couldn't really speak in depth, yet we spoke enough for our day to feel great. I've been praying that we see each other again real soon. And this time we both will be more than ready to receive each other.  

Oh and I've applied for a position as a Youth Worker; was called for a virtual interview; and got hired before that night ended.💃💗 I am happy; finally working in the field I desired. So many ideas are flowing effortlessly and I can not wait to express it for the after school program.

I also desire to learn how to ride a bicycle, I already picked out what kind of  bicycle I want. I've always wanted to learn how to bike ride, you know another way to be playful and incorporate physical activities as a family. Then, I will go back and retake the road test. I am confident that I will pass the road test this time and become a  licensed driver by the end of this year, Claimed Blessings on Blessings and I am just here and ready to receive it all. I did my work by laying down everything of my past and focusing on being present and the future.  I'll definitely update ya'll soon come.  Until next time, Remember embracing yourself is the key to loving yourself. Aba Iseini 💋

Please comment below or email me if you need advice or prayers.

~ I am EmbraceU ~

~Ellie ~

Money grooves, when Steward!

 Hey Embrace'rs 

Good afternoon. Happy Saturday! How did you sleep last night. I am glad ya'll are here and made it to another day with with the intent to live purposely. The country is slowly opening back up, well in New York at least. Have you done any self-reflection lately? what have you accomplished in this quarantine period?. I've done some deep work on myself and I am so proud of myself that I am more focused than anything before. yesterday, I had some quality time with myself, put on my bathing suit, scandals, beach chair and went to be one with the ocean. I love the ocean, allowing my feet to entangle itself with the sand. The beach was settled, quite refreshing. I sat about 8 ft to the shore. I read, listening to music on spotify, meditating and envisioning myself 5 years from now. May I say, I give it to God, and continue to walk and live in purpose.

My spirit has spoken to me about finances, and budgeting. The motto this generation have of Secure the bag, it is great and all to secure your bag and protect those who you love and care for. However, let's try God's way, not cultural way in managing you monies. How can you manage your finances, budgeting, and still live righteously with the crisis we are living now. I am glad you mentioned it, it is quite simple. You need to learn how to STEWARD YOUR BAG, not Secure your bag. 

By definition, Secure means to Fix or attach something ( your money) so that it can not be moved or lost. Right there can result to issues arising. I'll tell you why in a moment. And Steward is means to officially supervise arrangements or order keeping of something (your money). In the Bible, it simply expresses that stewarding your finances is basically you using and keeping  order in all the resources God has given you for good and His glory. 

Earlier I've mentioned, securing the bag can lead to arising issues. securing is You are in control of your money and how you'll need to set it in place. However, little did you know that money you are working so hard for is not really yours. For example, this pandemic has caused many citizens out of a job, depending on the government, worrying about what's next?. You really do not have control of the resources given to you unless you have someone higher managing it all. Yes, God blessed you with that job, that business, a house for you and your family, groceries to feed you and your family. So if  God supplied you with all of those things why won;t He supply you with increased opportunities. Only thing you have to do is bring 10% of any income you receive and He'll bless your 90%. 

Ya'll want bible, right?. study Malachi 3:8-10. You are bringing your tithes & offerings to God, not the church, so any bias opinions, ask God to remove it before reading. Those churches hat have done those evil things are wrong and there is a need for repentance and acknowledgement to those deeds. 

That is all i have for you my beautiful people. Please enjoy the rest of your weekend. Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. 

Until next time. Stay blessed. Stay well. I love you. 💞 Aba Iseini 

Please comment below, email me if you need advice or prayers 

~ I am EmbraceU ~

Let's TALK Anger, Is it good?

Hey Embracer's

Happy Sunday! How have you been? Have ya'll been listening to your inner "good" spirit? if you have, what is it telling you to do?....Write in the comment box below, I am all ears.....Church service was great, the message was hitting today; the holy spirit told us to continue to call people onto God and start passionately putting back the worship on it. Ya'll know, put that fire back in loving God. Using our body as a vessel to Our Lord. And also continue sending out prayers for our brothers/sisters. God, can turn it all around when you face repentance. I'll give ya'll some Bible... when you have the time, please study 1 Kings 18  (the story of Elijah). Oh yeah, it happened again, ya'll remember the shoe incident in my last post, so another pair of wedges i had to toss in the trash. i swear i need a 911 shopping day for myself. Again i played it off Buttt THAT'S not the point. my shoes just doesn't want me to be great. I felt great and it all that matters. so I am walking home from getting off the bus. got home. watched some movies and moesha on Netflix. Currently, listening to some music on spotify. And I spoke with the babies on Whatsapp, saw their new learned skills. Nanu learned how to do a back-flip into a bridge and Papi learned how to strike the baseball ball. My babies are such natural at what they do. I am so overwhelmingly joyful when they are happy doing what they love to do. 

( I did not mentioned, I lost my damn glasses so this fine writing on this screen is messing with my eyes.😐 but the topic I wanted to discuss with ya'll is anger and how to overcome anger )

Anger is a strong, secondary emotion; of annoyance, displeasure, or hostility. Anger can actually be beneficial when expressed effectively. Going to tell you my experience with anger. my past relationship with the kids' dad, has been a huge chuck of my development and it has been one hell of a ride since i gotten off. my goal is to heal from my past, Tell my story any way I can. So you ladies, and mamas can resonate and do the same. Know your worth! Do not lower your standards for no damn body. if you do not have a strong role model, older, wiser woman or man of God to follow than find you one in your communities and stick close to them. 

Back to the anger experience, it was about three months ago, I went to the post office to serve documents to the kids' father. he called my phone, looking for the kids and i mentioned to him that i was not home and when i get home, i'll tell them to call you, You would have thought; he understood. but nahhhh, something triggered him and asked "where was I?""I told him it is none of your concern" he started compulsively calling my line now, then he did not reached me so he harassed the guy I was talking with at the time, saying some disrespectful words to him about me. Ironically, I called him at the same time  the guy did not answer him he just screenshot the message sent it to me. That right there got me soooooo damn ANGRYYY pissed tf off. (SN: I've dealt wit this man say some cruel shit to me. he does not even want me but he also did not want no one else to want me so he sabotages anyone that comes in my directions, exchanging our time.) Baby father called again, I answered, said some words and hung up and walked to the nearest phone shop and changed my WHOLE NUMBER. It felt soo damn good; I felt a huge load just left my back. i still had him blocked. he did contact the babies via email but it was inconsistent. Almost 3 weeks now, the kids started saying they missed their dad. so ya'll know I had to pray on it first before ANYTHING. Then, the holy spirit definitely guide me to get them a phone, so they can keep in communication with their dad. 

As a woman of God, I have to walk righteously in His glory and honor. Extending my hand, being the bigger person in the situations even when you rather be petty, and vengeful. Yahweh ( Hebrew meaning for God) expresses His wrath everyday towards His people, Yet at the same time, God is merciful. He is not easily provoked. Because He is a righteous judge. He demonstrates how His people should approach anger. We must use anger productively, meaning speak truthfully but remain restrained, and short-lived. (Psalm 7:11, 103). 

I expressed a handful but i pray that something resonated and begin to learn and apply to your daily work. Remember Embracing you is to loving you. Love is the religion and Unity is the mission. I love you all. Until next time. 

Please comment below and email me if you need advice or prayer.

~ I am EmbraceU ~

~ Ellie ~

Shame on You, Dulce!! Let's TALK!

Hey ya'll

Happy Wednesday!! how are you doing? what did you do today to make someone's day? How are you feeling in this moment?. I had mind-blowing revelation about myself last night. I'll tell ya'll about soon enough. But first let me tell you about my week. I'm not sure if i mentioned it, but the babies are spending time with their dad in Virginia for the rest of the summer. So I've went out of town to go visit my best friend since high school. Mannn oh man i had a great time, it felt so good to actually travel alone and do what I wanted to do. I returned late afternoon yesterday. Feeling so rejuvenated and refreshed. I started studying my notes for my course of healing voices. i thought yesterday was the Zoom meeting and it is tonight. I have to do my first presentation on Shame and I believe I am ready to share my Talk on Shame. I am grateful for these opportunities of rejuvenation because I began to feel a bit depressed, anxious, and apprehensive because things were not moving fast enough for me. Unknowingly realizing that my thoughts are not better than God's thoughts. My ways are not better than God's way. So I prayed, asked, received, rested. I accompanied Tiana ( my best friend ) on her journey in house searching. I strongly believed that right there was for me. the reason why I say that, you remember when I've mentioned about becoming a homeowner, well it have not came to pass YET. But I feel it coming soon. God was just there; observing how I've received the opportunity. Both me and T looked at 4 houses, and in each one I found what I desire in a home. I needed to be out the projects and be around another form of housing and living to manifest what I  want to desire in my life. Oh yeah, guess what, T tarot card read me and it was interesting and intriguing. It read to me that I was still holding on to some ties to my past, hindering the prosperity of my future. 

So as you know, I am studying my notes on Shame to prepare for my Zoom Talk. I concluded that I mentally created an image of my ego named Dulce ( a sweet, caring, warm, beautiful exterior and when applied some heat to her; she gets sticky, messy, indifferent towards whomever brought the heat). In reality, Dulce was protecting me ( Eliud ) in not feeling wanted nor desirable to the very person I was in a relationship with. I laid that down and gave it to God. It is Done! 

Also, I had lunch with one of my mama in Christ, her name is Tammy and she is awesome. She has been there for me and my babies since the day I devoted 100% to Christ through Baptism. she has revealed her testimony to me.And it was heartfelt. She has been through some thangs Yet God had her covered the WHOLE time. Her story was beautiful and it gave me so much hope. grace, and mercy towards my circumstances with my ex.

Ladies, Gents, young people, From everything I've expressed to you. please resonate this: Confront your Shame. Name it if you have to. Lay it Down( call the thing a thing), and Give it to God.  the holy spirit will reveal some answers to you that needed to be said about yourself. Don't get upset. Embrace it. Own it. heal and Move forward. Because your number one goal to overcome trauma is To heal from it. 

Remember through the good, bad, and the ugly embracing you is the key to loving you. If you do not love you why you would you want someone to love you  the way you deserve. 

Love is the religion and Unity is the mission. Have a wonderful Night! Until next time. I love you. I am proud of you. Aba Iseini 

Please comment below and email me if you need advice or prayers.

~Ellie

I am EmbraceU

Walk through with humility

Hey Embrace'rs,

What a day it was today?, How are ya'll doing? Established something new about yourself?, Let's talk!

Today was a great day as any other day, right?. So the kids and I went to church this morning; you would not believe what happened a few steps to the church. the scrap of one of my scandals snapped up. 😮Bad business, right, i know!! But I handled it soo well. I encouraged myself to stay positive throughout the day. We entered the lawn. My church family sang, praised, then listened to the word which was a very powerful message as it should be. The Word that resonated was ' YE NOT BE TROUBLE'. allow me to explain, With everything what is going on in this world with the rioting, economic distress, and health crisis. do not focus on it rather focus on the Truth. The Truth in The Word of God. Suffering Forward is the goal for Men and Woman of God, followers of Christ. Not to be suffering and stagnant, or suffering backwards. BUT, REPEAT AFTER ME: SUFFERING FORWARD!. What are you looking forward to this week?. whatever it is look forward to some kind of suffering, adverse, or bad breaks. BUT check this out, the victory is already at the end waiting on you to receive it. So don't give it! Perseverance is the key to major breakthrough. 

What victories am I waiting for?, I am so glad you asked, at the end of my suffering I am looking forward to more healing, more spiritual fruits, being loved by a wonderful man whom love God as much as I do, and most importantly empathy to my story from ya'll. I love writing to you all, sharing my story of my life so ya'll can feel what I am saying and walk the good walk of faith and perseverance by telling your story.

As you know I promised to present a poem to ya'll, please please let me know what ya'll thoughts are. 

On Top, no fear, good courage.

You will remain always on top, align yourself straight up, have no fear, carry good courage. just

how mama make that ol' good porridge.

Be grateful for the past yet do not stay there, it is a reason it did not go where you are going.

Remove all thoughts of patched up ramification, hand it to God, and consider it. Done! .

Grace is God's expressed compassion to our stubbornness to obedience, leading to the Hope

you need to Trust. Foreseen the believing of the unseen to be seen. Swinging in Your Father's

arms, knowing your level of dependency to walk through anything from your challenges to your

destiny.

Hope stands Trust followed by Peace overseen Rest. While you rest assure you are not sleep,

where it gives room for the adversaries to enter and invade.

You will remain always on top. Align yourself straight up. Have no fear; carry good courage. Trust

in Him. He is with you eternally always.

Thanks for supporting me. Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. I love you. Continue to push through. You are closer to your victories than your eyes want to see. Aba Iseini 💛

Oh, to add on to my day, the kids and I were offered a ride the rest of the way home from one of our church family. I was extremely humbled with my sufferings of earlier and the victory of later came in smoothly.

Please comment below, and email me if you need advice or prayers.

~ Ellie ~

~ I am EmbraceU ~

  

Fix and Focus!........Quarantine QT

Hey Embracer's 

How are you doing?. Happy Wednesday!.  I've been stalling in writing. Too many things are on my mind that I need to get done, I am so focused on working on my business. Some of the days, I have no interest in going outside but i still have the kids with me and I believe they need some form of outdoor activities instilled in them. so i feel a bit guilty. But I tried not to beat myself about it because once my business is off the ground. They are going be my first employees, for sure.😄 even my extended girlchild ( my neighbor's daughter), she is a handful yet she is very intelligent. she is going be an employee of mine also; you know, simple tasks for their age range of course. it feels good to talk about my business; I am so overwhelmingly grateful that I am here at this point. I am also working on some real estate investments. I've previously mentioned a slogan, I got from one of  Lamar Tyler book, the slogan states, { C.R.U.S.H Can't rest until something happens}. I've been working day and night on my home business. My goal is to stack my babies' savings accounts ( including nieces/nephews, future godbabies,), Become a Stay at home mom again, and conduct business from home, as well as continue to be active in my children's school. 

So I also letting go of all of the men I ever had ties with. It was confusing the hell out of me. Therefore, to keep my mind off of that . I am fixing my eye on the one that matters, Jesus. He is the one who is allowing me to further myself in my business. Not to worry about finances, being a home owner, owning a vehicle. Basically,  I am focusing on myself wholeheartedly, focus on whats best for my babies. I never ever want to be left astray from my purpose again. So whoever my husband is has to be apart of that grind as me. Anything else is a distraction. 🙅

What I want to tell ya'll ladies,mamas, and young people DO NOT take your focus off of Christ Jesus. When you do; that is  when you will definitely stumble in the cracks. But no worries about that, God got  you. Way maker, Miracle Worker, Promise Keeper, Light in the darkness My God that is who you are!!! Even when i do not see it You are working. even when i do not feel it you are working. You never stop. You never stop working"........ Allow those words to resonate in your gut and your heart. Because issa fact how faithful God really is. 

Allow me to give you some scripture to mediate on(Acts 2:21), 'Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved'........ this right here gives you that hope that whatever mistakes, downfall,circumstances you are facing is NOT Never to HARD for God to handle. Then guess what, after that you are literally made into a new creation, stated  (2 Corinthians 5:17). Wow! such great news to share right?. You can get some great things in the Bible and Talking with God. You'll certainly will come across some great things from heaven here on earth. 

Until Next time, Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. Trust the process. Stay focus. Express gratitude. You know what I just might share a poem or two with ya'll. Let see what the holy spirit has for me to share with ya'll.

 Have a wonderful night. Stay hydrated. Stay focused. Get some rest. Enjoy your babies which ever way it sees fit. 

I love ya'll.💗

 Please comment below and email me if you need advice or prayers. 

~ Ellie ~

I am EmbraceU

Mamas, Hope is Here!

 

Hey Embracer's 

Happy Friday Eve!!! How ya'll doing? How did you sleep? What have you accomplished this week? Tell me about it. 

As you know, this week was my Son shine's birthday, he turned 5. Let me tell you. it was a huge success, baby boy was smiling, giving hugs throughout the whole day. he even said thank you for coming. Because both him and his sister spent the whole weekend with their dad and uncle. So we were going to have a separate celebration, until both me and their dad spoke on the phone and came up with a plan that was greatly executed. He arranged an Airbnb for his stay in  N.Y, so we arranged last minute for me to go over there instead of doing it in the park outside of my mother's building. 

When Eli saw me and his friend walked into the yard, he was so excited. And I hugged his uncle. i said hello to Kenny (their dad). I didn't hug him because he doesn't do well with hugging so that would have been awkward asf. But yeah, we cut a cake for Eli, took plenty of photos, played picture bingo, Talaya won the $1 by rock, paper, scissor against her uncle and their friend. Then, the adults started coming. the kids were placed inside the house, did TikTok. I thought about going home around 10, but to travel on the train with 3 kids and bags; I refuse to do that; gotten too spoiled with the convenient driving. I can not wait until I become an official licensed driver with my own vehicle. Long story short, we headed up sleeping over. Ain't no funny business happened between their dad and I. I can not place myself in that pit again. I am glad he did not push for anything neither. I believe he has someone special anyways because every now and again he would be on his phone secretly. 

This is why I can not trust his word. he mentioned that he doesn't trust no female, yet he speaking to someone in secret; where i asked him, perhaps he might meet his wife. And what's crazy is that, i had to fall back from my special person because Kenny found his number and harassed him; trying to dismantle my character. But even if i wanted to I can not do the same. Like he is really unaware of his actions and he truly believes his actions are right and I am always wrong.  But hey! this is what it takes to be a peacemaker. When you believe something to be incorrect, you just have to nod your head in agreement, just to be at peace with the other person.  I am over it, over him, Best wishes to him. Allow the holy spirit to guide us through this co parenting, co existing relationship. I am going to stay true and plugged in to My Source. My Source is what keeps me leveled and in obedience. 

So Embracer's, if you are a single parent  out there trying to balance the co parenting, please please stay in prayer, in the spirit, acknowledge your feelings yet remind yourself of the facts and the reason why you are placed in a situation. the whole objective to co parenting is the well being of the children. Period!. We accomplished that. so I am happy. 

Remember Embracing you is the key to loving yourself. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. Stay safe. Stay healthy. Stay Grounded. Until Next time. Aba Iseini 💗

~ Ellie ~

I am EmbraceU