Going through the process, Holding on to the promises

Hey Embracer's 

How are you doing? How are you feeling? What is new in your life, the babies' lives?. As you know, I am in Atlanta, GA. it has been quite an adventure for just being here for almost a week. But I've been plugging myself into The Source, with prayer. I met some awesome people along the way, originally not from Atlanta yet they let me know the ups & downs of their journey. I am just enduring the process God has me in and holding on to His promises to my life. 

Briefly go back to my babies, so my princess has rose two reading level, understanding, pronouncing her words. then my sonshine also got tested in his sight words and he has read a level B book today. they both ate some nutritional well balanced meals. they feel a difference when they eat right. Since I am living in motels, resources are quite limited to my standards, however, this, too shall pass so I ain't sweating it. 

Oh yeah, I am also reading a new book, and it is about this mother that started her own preschool business from the ground up. Yes, your girl here, is finally making the necessary steps to open up her own preschool for the community. Ever since I left my comfort zone and stop making excuses to stay complacent. My ideas just been flowing. the only thing that needs to be aligned is the finances. But My God will provide it all, He told me soo.....so I believe it to be. 

'I am God, there is no other. Trust in me. I got you covered. Don't worry. Don't overthink; flow in me!' is my daily instruction during this process I am in. And i am sharing with you all to follow suit in these instruction. those words has gotten me out of some dangerous stuff the enemy has plotted against me. 

I just might share with you a other poem; let's see what The Lord wants me to share to the Embracer's. 

But I am not going to write too long, you may have some tasks to complete for the night. Just remember Embracing you is to loving you.. Stay plugged to the source, and the Source will express goodness to you.  

Stay healthy. Stay well. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. Freedom is our birthright. Shall we own it and walk in it. 

Aba Iseini 

~ Ellie ~

Quarantine Update: Set yourself free to Fly!

 Hey Embracer's 

How are you?. You can not believe where am I right now. I have a lot to talk about with ya'll. But let's begin with what have you been up to?, Have you been healing?, any adjustments  or story time on remote learning?...How are the babies?. Please feel free to comment below: I want to know updates on ya'll. reach out to me via email if you desire for a listening ear, or prayer request. Oh yeah, Happy Thanksgiving!!! my day was quiet, I got invited to eat with my pastor and his family, the food was great, the company was great. I enjoyed myself. 

But yeah, so guys I finally did it ya'll. I am here in Chamblee, Georgia, not to far from Downtown Atlanta. I am literally in little central America. tienda guatematecos, the uber driver, the front desk, even the neighbors were divine. Now I am in an environment where I can write and work. It feels great. I can not believe it I am here. I just want to give God all the praise for sending me here, and guess what I am already in line for work also. Keep that in prayers. I found two churches, and a mini market, and a school all in walking distance. I even completed my step goal for the day. 

The word I mediated on today is Proverb 3:5, ya'll should know that scripture; 'Trust in the Lord with all your heart, in all your ways; Acknowledge Him. He shall direct your path.  

'Remember how the Lord your God led you all the way.' Deuteronomy 8:2

' Behold, God is my salvation, I will trust and not be afraid: For YAH, the Lord is my strength and song" Isaiah 12:2 

After doing what I just did, booking my bus ticket, sat on a 14 hours ride, I finally took the leap of faith, I've been longing for. Unsure what is to come but I know it is good because God is here with me and He is Good. Period! 

The next step: To serve in a church. Abba orders. I'll let ya'll know how that went. I can not wait to bring my babies here when I am settle with a home for us to call our own. 

I also have to begin my weight loss journey,  i feel great but i gained too much and i do not like it. Keep ya'll updated on that. 

Until next time, Remember Embracing you is to loving you. When the Lord set you free, you are free indeed. Own it. Claim it. Heal. and Fly!!! Continue to stay safe, stay healthy, stay blessed. I love ya'll .

Follow me on IG @iamembraceu, fb page EmbraceUIAM, I'll keep you updated on my projects. Reach me for words of encouragement, listening ear, a prayer. I am serious, NOW!!... Do it! Aba iseini 💗

~ Ellie ~

~ EmbraceU IAM ~

Late Night Snack....

 Hey Embracer's 

How are you doing?, How was your day?, Church service was great, from the worship to the Word. The babies and I went for a walk around the neighborhood. Today was strictly to be present!. what i mean by being present is learning how to enjoy the divine goodness surrounding me. Outside was beautiful. the leaves on the ground, wind blowing in my direction Yet you must remain still until Papa God tells you the next instruction. 

I wrote a letter expressing about what was revealed to me as I mediated the other day.

Dear Black Men,

I love you, yet I don't like I don't even know a legit reason why I don't like you. The Society has taught me to downplay the very part of me that I needed to learn. I am deeply apologetic for allowing you to face the battlefield alone and come home to more chaos. I'll work my best to learn more about you because I can admit we lost touch. I desire to like you all over again. Show you that i am down for you. So we can face the battlefield together and be undefeated And one more thing, please forgive me?!.

Sincerely, 

Your fellow apologetic Black woman

Comment below and state your thoughts.

 Remember Embracing you is to loving you.

Stay safe, Stay blessed. Stay prayed up. I love ya'll Take care of yourself. 💗

Quarantine Update: Loyalty to who?..

 Hey Embracer's 

How ya'll doing?, the sun is out and shining bright! Thank you Papa God for waking me up and my babies in this time. Let's say last week was a week of the crazies, you hear me?, a lot of events has jumped off and we are still in locked down. But needless to say, I've became more and more grateful for this year . 2020 has definitely perfected the vision of the state of this world. Before I begin in telling you the seriousness of the world's state; let me tell you something about my world. It has been great in my end, my babies are pushing for homeschooling and quite frankly, I leaning towards homeschooling them also. I created my curriculum already. I have to get the process started in removing them from public school altogether. I strongly believe they are better off learning from me than the public school system. 

Remember I've mentioned my amazing company whom so consistent and great. well he is still here. He has met the babies virtually and the way he bonds with them individually. Just let me tell you, he is going to meet them in the flesh and i am excited for that turn out. Finally my world is coming together. All I did was stay close with God, gained a strong intimate relationship with Jesus and Walked in His Word in my heart. Even the communication has gotten better with the father of the babies. 

Back to the seriousness of this world, the election and the result of America's new president-elect has gotten the world in a way of the bottomless pit. the people that have voted for him has a huge awakening coming for them and it is not good but ugly. Mind you, I foreseen in the spiritual realm that depending on the outcome of the big event ( the election) is going to determine the trajectory of the whole world. Its an overwhelming feeling to say that, being the chosen one, to lead my people to the KINGDOM. I feel pretty damn good that God chosen me to lead the people to Him . To say this in writing, I AM BLESSED BEYOND MEASURE!!!! 

I have a few projects I am working on; I'll keep you updated, for sure! But follow me on my fb business page www.facebook.com/EmbraceU.IAM, and on ig @iamembraceu. I'll be posting upcoming events, grand opening, and any other goodies about me on there. So Stay Tuned and follow.  

With that being said, Loyalty is where I am going at with this blog today. What is loyalty? Is there a difference between loyalty for the culture( man) or loyalty for the Kingdom (God)? Think about that question , evaluate your life and ask yourself, who does your loyalty goes to? Man or God?. if there is a change that need to be made, the time is Now to turn from your ways and follow God wholeheartedly, and receive what God has for you!. Well I am about to go outside and embrace the sunlight and nice weather with the babies before it gets dark. 

Until next time, remember embracing you is to loving you. Unity is the mission. Love is the religion. Stay well. Stay safe, Stay blessed. of course, stay tuned for the updates. I love ya'll. 💋

Aba Iseini💗

~Ellie ~

~EmbraceUIam ~

Quarantine Update: What is happenin'

Hey Embracer's 

How are you feeling today?. It is raining outside today, but the light is still shining bright in here. Hallelujah!!. All hollow's eve just passed and it was a quiet one around the neighborhood. The babies dressed up, got some treats, played in the playground, went back upstairs, created a little party in the house, danced around the house, and ate fried chicken- you know, your girl done tired them babies out.

 Overall, I feel good, i did feel a little bit anxious or nervous but i was not sure what was making me nervous, ( So you know, I have a really bad habit of biting my nails, right!, I have this nervous tendencies to the point where blood sheds from my nail follicles).😩 During my prayer & mediation in the Word earlier this morning, God revealed to me that I am, indeed nervous about what is to come, and the next move for my life. He also revealed to me that I should keep my eyes open to the wonders/blessings He has already given me, ponder on that glory, and express gratitude and praise daily to get me through my nervousness.

'Open my eyes that I may see wonderful things in your law' Psalm 119:18 

'slow down and see what I've done for you' John 1:10-11

'Praise The Lord ' Psalm 148:13-14

I just wanted to write to ya'll to update you on what's happening with me. If you need a word of encouragement, prayer, virtual hug, or listening ears. Please email me your contact and we can reach out, don't feel discouraged to reach out; we are all in this together. 💗

Remember Embracing you is to loving you. Love is the religion, Unity is the mission. Until next time, take care of yourself. Stay prayed up because it is about to get too real out here. Desire to see ya'll on the other side of this. Kingdom is what we aim for. I love ya'll. 💜

Quarantine Update! weekend snacks..lol

 

Hey Embracer's 

Happy Monday ya'll! Today, I woke up so blessed to be stressed. Spend some time with an amazing company, started drafting my mama manual, got my glasses in the mail ( so ya girl can see now ) Praise God!. Oh  yeahhh, sis burnt the garbage can down in flames. that was a traumatizing experience for the kids and we ended up in the citizen app, bruhhh!!!.... Ya girl finna burn some sage this afternoon and smoked the whole house ( perhaps it was removing all the negative energy built up.😄) but I am laughing because this is what your girl does when she covers her concern and had to response quickly. But low key low key a bishhh was scared, like what the f***, smoke everywhere,😮garbage can in flames. But God, got us out safely!. 

Overall, this weekend went super well. So this amazing company that I am involved in is something sent from God Himself. I know I know I once said this before, but nahh, your girl is serious. this time is different. it feels so right, the consistency, the persistency, the pursuit, the warmth, and comforting presence he shares, he is such a gentleman and let me tell you, he is really my type and he LIKES me. I always thought the street guys were my type, but as I started learning about myself; they really weren't my type I just found them to be a project and I know that was wrong of me; but hey! I was young, still being much influenced by my surroundings.🙎 

But yeah, He encourages me spiritually, and he is such a good bad ass!!. he likes weird stuff, like me. he dresses so well, he smells amazing, he cares and adores for his mother, he takes care of his kids, even from brushing his teeth is amazing. lol Girlll, was observing the brother ode! 🙇 I am so grateful for him and how he came into my life because ya girl was done with the dating scene. I didn't desire what the society wanted for dating.  So I surrendered the dating to God, praying for my husband everyday, and surrendering my whole day to God. Trusting in Him on a daily basis.  I was focused on my writing, reading, mediating on The Word, listening to the holy spirit. Boom! this wonderful man of God, slid in the messenger with his fine self. I desire to see him again. 

What I wanted to tell ya'll is if your really desire something, surrender everything to God, and just go in the flow of where He desires to lead you daily because he knows what is best for you. that goes for relationships, friendship, job, business, parenting, and everything in between. 

Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. 

Until next time, Stay Blessed. Stay prayed up. Stay safe and well. Surrender your whole being to God and watch Him reveal your blessings so you can walk right into it. I love ya'll. Aba Iseini 

~ Ellie ~

~ I am EmbraceU ~

Quarantine chit chat... Healing is freedom to the soul

 

Hey Embrace'rs 

How are you doing? What is new with life? Comment below and share about what is going on with you?. In need for prayer, words of encouragement, i am sis! email me!. So here I am embracing my own presence, my peace, and my joy. I've not ever experienced this level of  peace and joy in my heart. It feels so good. A week ago, I was a part of this breathtaking event with some beautiful women, inside and out. Oh yeah, before I go further in detail, let me refresh your memory. I've mentioned in the earlier post that I became to be a part of this new opportunity to heal from my past trauma. Along the way, in duration of 12 weeks, I've learned so much about myself as I laid out my shame, and abuse. I've learned that it was not my fault in working so hard in maintaining  the family I created. But Papa God, had other plans for me and I just needed to get out of my way and Trust in Him in make my path clear to move.

So back to this event, I felt the divine's presence in the atmosphere that day, it was just perfectly made' from finally meeting the ladies I've learned to entrusted with my vulnerability, expressing my signature talk on ' it is okay to not be okay, Just Go Home!' speaking about perfecting my mage of family instead of following my heart in being happy- so my spirit definitely led me to that title- and the talk. So the ladies there was a piece of me, for sure!. I am listening to every single one of these ladies' talk and it resonated to me so much. I loved the opportunity and experience so much. I would love to have plenty more opportunities to tell my stories through my writing and my voice. 

Another thing I have a few projects in mind, just stay tuned to that. Papa God and I have some things in vision and in motion. I am patiently waiting and excited to share with you. I am working on more writing content this week so stay tuned for that also. I am have to start cooking dinner. the kids came back from hanging out with their grandpa. So you know what that means.......i had the bed all to myself again and i slept soo well. 😌  Remember Embracing you is to loving you!. Stay blessed, Stay Well. Stay Aligned. Until next time. Aba Iseini 

~ Ellie ~

Quarantine Update'- open for the chit chat

 

Hey Embracer's 

How are you doing? What have you accomplished this week? What is new with life? Comment below and chat with me if you need a listening ear, words of  encouragement or prayer. I've been super productive since the little humans came back, from sharpen their skills for school, getting what I needed for them to adjust to remote learning/ Let me tell you something about that, if I've not mentioned it already i am right now. TEACHERS NEED A RAISE & A Promotion!!. I stand by that wholeheartedly. Don't get me wrong. I enjoy doing this virtual learning with my kids, it is extremely challenging to keep them kids still for extensive amount of time also. they are eating up alllll the snacks and food. Mann, mama be tiyadddd come 2:30. Naptime frfr. soo guess what, I also lost my glasses, so I can not see well.😓 BUT i will have a new pair or two come next week. 

Oh, I am not going to discuss the first presidential debate last night because I already aware that is going be a whole comical show, Trump is going win again. the country is going to go berzurkkk and we need to be in Prayer,  Have ya'll spiritual armor on because it is going to get REAL out here. you think we been real now, just wait until November and thereafter. 

I am starting to pack my stuff in boxes, and beginning my manifestation of my move out ofmy mama's house; it is about that time for me to fly and be free with my babies and be on my own. My spirit is leading me towards CT, I always wanted to move out of NY and I am finally going to do it! Dream into Reality! it is time to live and not survive.  I already survived what I needed to in order to live my best life. Walking by faith not by sight and wherever I go, God will be with me. So here I am soaring and dreaming. I am just so grateful to have the ability to be at this point of my life to be filled with so much joy, peace, and forgiveness in my heart. 

I gotta get some type of sleep before the babies wake in the morning. Until next time my people. Please stay in the Word, mediate, and eat your veggies & fruits. Keep dreaming. Keep living. Remember embracing you is to loving you! 

Aba Iseini 

~ Ellie ~

Quarantine Update. Late Night Whatever.

 

Hey Embracer's 

How are you? It is late asf right now but I am awake, filled with joy and peace. Wanted to tell you that life is going to be quite alright. This week has been one of them productive days thus far. As you know, first day of virtual learning has begun. Let me tell you, it is exhausting to say the least. I had to take a nap right after the kids logging in.

 I've been consistent in my step goals; actually feel pretty good. I am going to keep it short for you because I gotta get some sleep so i can be ready for these kids in the morning. Also, I am finally starting the hiring process for Cypress Hills Development Center as a Youth Worker and I spoke with a rep for Marquis Who's Who publication; to publish my biography to the public. I am also working on my book. Working on those few projects under my business is everything I've dreamed off,. Loving life, and being present. 

But what I wanted to let you know is in anything that you have in mind such as, projects you are working on; Despite the current state of the world; continue doing the damn thang in your state of consciousness. STAY plugged into the source; in prayer, and praises because it is already done. KEEP BUSY & KEEP TRUST in Jesus!! 

Until next time, Remember Embracing you is to loving you. Stay well. Stay safe. Stay healthy. 

Aba Iseini 

~Ellie~

~ I am EmbraceU ~

~ GariWrites ~

Quarantine Update!! School, Work, Dating, Healing

 

Hey Embracer's

What is going on with you all? How have you been? Let's talk about it; I want to know! Did you learn anything new about yourself?....Comment below or email me for prayer or encouragement.💞 So this week was alright. it was the week of the children's Virtual first day of  school. We started off strong than the following days; I woke up late so we all had a late start of the day. But do not fault me on this, your girl was tiyaddd, I wanted more sleep and I passed my time to wake up. Sorry, I'll do better. Yet it was still a great week all together. 

Oh, so I am coming to close of presenting my Signature Talk with Healing Voices. I am excited to what is to come from my final talk. I pray that it impacts someone to tell their story and use it to heal themselves and others. Also,  I've been consistent in my writing. God brung into my spirit to begin my books for women and children about facing abuse, insecurities, and doubt, how to get out of it, and overcome it and rejoice their triumphant. 

Oh, also I've been opened to digital dating, and networking with other Like-minded people. So, Let's go back to the digital dating. I am working accordingly😄 to stay open to this new way of dating. I am still very much focused on living purposely in writing, teaching the little ones, and being present with my babies. But I do think about whose my purpose partner, I mean there is one I am interested in submitting to this pursuit. I am going to take this nice & slow because I love hard , and when I am committed to one person, I will require him to become my husband, So that's that. 

Embracer's, please please know that God cares. He listens. He hears you. He sees you. Please come to Him as a child would to their parents. We are the chosen people to spread the good news for all humanity. We are in a spiritual battle. Ensure you are suited up in prayer and Faith. The Bible says: 

"But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood. a holy nation, God's special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. 1 Peter 2:9.

Shall we claim it and act like it. We already know the end result of this world here. I am praying for ya'll that I will see you on the other side of this. To God be the glory! Take care of yourself. Stay Well. Stay healthy. Until Next time. Aba Iseini.

💗Remember Embracing you is to loving you! 💗

~ I am EmbraceU~

~ Ellie ~

Are you intuned with your Source!

 Hey Embracer's 

I am back! checking up on ya'll. To see how are you doing? Have you accomplished or learned anything new? How was your day? Let's talk about it. Comment below or email me privately if you want to express yourself. 

Today I spoke with the babies, I also think i fell asleep on them because one minute i was watching them play under the trampoline ( On video), next thing you know, your girl is asleep. Idk, but anyways I felt energized to go outside for a walk. I put my sneakers on, tote bag, shopping cart and I was out, went to the supermarket, brought the large box of capri sun, and few more items. Then I walked down Avenue X towards my church home, stopped by dunkin' donuts- to get your girl some munchkin's BUTTTT they ran out!!!😐. check this out tho. the worker served me an extra donut with no cost because they didn't have anymore munchkins, like at all!!..... You know I be walking through places with the anointing that My God has on me. So here i am listening to music through my earphones, walking, eating my donut ( saving the other two for the babies). I turned back around towards where i live and i cut through a corner to see what's there....And hunnnayyy there were some clean looking houses on that side. Just Nice! Now I am walking towards the building, went inside, used the bathroom, drank some tea, ate dinner.

Anyways, what I wanted to talk about and express to ya'll about is fasting and prayer. the importance of it and different ways how to do it with one main goal in mind to get closer with God. What you are doing during the fasting and prayer is turning over a meal or two, or refraining from any distractions, such as social media, and/or television.

On Day 1 of fasting & prayer it is going to be the most challenging because you will have to think what is causing you stress in your life. write it down, pray on it, and wait/hear for your answers. 

Day 2 of turning over your plate or two,  the urgency to eat or indulge in entertainment will heighten. however, always think of the end goal in mind; GETTING CLOSER RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD. Ensure you are not drawing attention to yourself while fasting. Think of your needs and give it to God;by staying in His Word ( The Bible), recite The Word to yourself and ask the Holy Spirit to keep you focused. FAST FAITHFULLY!! 

Day 3 of turning over your plate or two, think of who or what do I need to put first in my life, depending on God to fill you up. This encourages spiritual discipline. 

Day 4 of turning over your plate or two, is breaking through spiritual strongholds. A journey into fasting provides the help to make a breakthrough to  happen. Adversity is the very thing that makes us strong. Also helps you see how much Jesus wants you to experience the abundant life He offers. 

Then asked yourself, where have you recently seen some of the spiritual forces of darkness trying to invade your life? 

WASH, RINSE,REPEAT FOR AS LONG AS YOU DESIRE!! and watch your breakthrough reveals itself. 

Until next time, Stay aligned with the Source. and start Journaling. Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. Aba Iseini 💋

~ I am EmbraceU ~

~ Ellie ~ 

Emotion and The Spirit are what you need!

 

Hey Embracer's

Happy Monday!! How are you doing? It is a beautiful cool day outside today. Labor Day Weekend, the west indies parade is, perhaps, cancelled and  a little boy, the age of 6 years old has been shot during the J'ouvert celebration. Let me tell you something about that, that was bad business!, 🙅‍♀️you hear me! With the critical and fragile time we're in, moral compasses are completely limited or non existent in the world. Why would you bring this babychild to a place like  J'ouvert. It is not the same as years before. 🤦‍♀️Anyways I pray he recovers physically, and mentally because that situation is scary and traumatizing. May the Lord heal him and use the baby child's story for His glory. 

 I am currently on video call with the babies. they are jumping in the trampoline, throwing pine cones against the wall of the house,eating hot dog & burgers. my babies are so amazing. They are so creative, they just know how to be a kid, free of worries, just pure innocence. (And that is how we should come to Our Father in heaven.) Being present with them is what brings me joy and motivation to the why of my goals. 

So last week was a 5 day prayer & fasting for my future spouse challenge; that challenge alone I learned a whole bunch. From praying for my spouse's relationship with God, to knowing his purpose, healing from his past, preparing for his readiness of dating, and maintaining sexual purity. So hear me now, Your girll  downloaded two dating apps, but deleted one.😞 it was wayyyy to shallow for me. So, I started going through the men pictures. Received a few short conversation but none asked me for a date. I am hoping I get a few dates in by this month.😇

  Oh, I sent my apology letters to the kids' dad and grandma; as an assignment to my healing. I've received a response from their dad but not the grandma. however, I really was not looking for a response from either one of them. But since their dad did respond. at first, i felt annoyed of what he said, got a little upset, talking to myself, releasing what i had in mind; then I prayed, express to God how I felt, and why i felt this way, then the holy spirit dwell on me and spoke Psalm 35. 

{ Your past is already behind you. keep doing what you are doing; praying, fasting, mediating,and praising, You are healed, I will fight for you and have your enemies be covered in their shame & confusion}. From there, i felt so much better. 🌼 My relationship with my Papa God has grown deeper and deeper. Also, My merciful Father on those who've done me wrong, all i have to do is let them go and forgive because I, too have been forgiven. So I humble myself, wait patiently, do my part in prayer and my reward will soon come. Let me give you some scripture to reference from.{2 Samuel 24:15} and {Psalm 25:11|.

During this fragile time of the year, ensure that you are staying spiritually grounded, and praying for your loved ones. To all my single mamas out there. do not lose hope in being married, and accomplishing other goals. stay focused on God and he will never steer you wrong. And also do your part in the game Faith + Without action = Dead. Therefore, Believe and Work!!

Until next time, Stay blessed. Stay Well. Stay healthy. 

Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. Aba Iseini 💗💗

~ I am EmbraceU ~

~ Ellie ~

Find your Superpower...Put it to Use!

Hey Embrace'rs

Happy Sunday!! how are you?. what a great day to be alive, isn't it?........ this week I've felt a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and now vibrating in a much higher frequency. I've been working my personal development; and  becoming a better version of myself, so God can use me in this life for His Glory. Since the kids are still on vacation; I've been preparing for distance learning. I've decided to switch over to 100% remote learning. There are too many controversies about the vaccines, using children as  baits, there isn't any solid preventive steps. So i feel secure in my decision. But you know what, I am actually excited to have my babies home for school. This time around I am more than equipped to balance both children's academia ( Kinder & 4th grade ), 

God has been speaking to me lately. I need Him more than anything this world can ever give me. He has placed a vision in me. To help the boys, and girls of this generation. My sister in Christ solidified what I've been feeling. 

I've also dreamed about the upcoming election and sad to say both candidates are just as terrible collectively as they are individually to be the face of the America. I am going to vote but not going to mention who I am going to vote for. We should just say F*** the government and Self- govern this country. Place God back into All institutions, have the communities become responsible for each other's properties, spouses, and children, place our whole armor of the holy spirit and get busy out here in these streets, we have a lot of work to get done for the kingdom.....However, That work has to be done at Home first, you know your inner being. Ask yourself what is your passion, What is your purpose?. Think a little deeper and ask yourself; while in school, what were you ALWAYS getting into "trouble" in class for?....... whatever it is, That, my friend, is your superpower!!.use it to defeat the world and glorify God's Kingdom. 

 Oh, yes, allow me to give you some scripture to mediate on; Genesis 2:15 and apply to your life. We are in a spiritual battle in which we are in need for each other to come together in love. Let's find the superhero in us, and use it for God's glory. 

Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you.  Aba Iseini💗

Please comment below if you need any advice or prayers. 

~ I am EmbraceU ~ 

~ Ellie ~ 

Submit to the Pursue

 Hey Embrace'rs

Happy Saturday! How are you doing?. Are you carrying any loads that need to be lifted, Let's talk about it! . I always have to ask if we are still in quarantine because it feels pretty normal to me. Businesses are opening, and operating in a new fashion. schools/ after schools are operating as Blended learning. Jobs are hiring more, but the compensation still needs improvement. Yet it is alright, May this new "normal" of this world doesn't alarm you of any sort; if you been reading my posts,  aligning with God's Word, and applying it daily to your lives. You should be in the phase of transition for your harvest season. Also you should be aware that a great shift is coming, 

Speaking of the transition phase, I've been  embracing the stillness of my own company, did some chores, watched movies and series on Netflix, bonding with my mom, reading a lot more, taking walks, mediating, cooking, listening to music. Oh guess what, so ya'll remember the special guy I've mentioned in my previous post, Well he called me two days ago. I swear my spirit felt more than rejuvenated hearing his voice again. He mentioned he has been going through some things the past few weeks and honestly I heard it his voice too, but he was at work; so we couldn't really speak in depth, yet we spoke enough for our day to feel great. I've been praying that we see each other again real soon. And this time we both will be more than ready to receive each other.  

Oh and I've applied for a position as a Youth Worker; was called for a virtual interview; and got hired before that night ended.💃💗 I am happy; finally working in the field I desired. So many ideas are flowing effortlessly and I can not wait to express it for the after school program.

I also desire to learn how to ride a bicycle, I already picked out what kind of  bicycle I want. I've always wanted to learn how to bike ride, you know another way to be playful and incorporate physical activities as a family. Then, I will go back and retake the road test. I am confident that I will pass the road test this time and become a  licensed driver by the end of this year, Claimed Blessings on Blessings and I am just here and ready to receive it all. I did my work by laying down everything of my past and focusing on being present and the future.  I'll definitely update ya'll soon come.  Until next time, Remember embracing yourself is the key to loving yourself. Aba Iseini 💋

Please comment below or email me if you need advice or prayers.

~ I am EmbraceU ~

~Ellie ~

Money grooves, when Steward!

 Hey Embrace'rs 

Good afternoon. Happy Saturday! How did you sleep last night. I am glad ya'll are here and made it to another day with with the intent to live purposely. The country is slowly opening back up, well in New York at least. Have you done any self-reflection lately? what have you accomplished in this quarantine period?. I've done some deep work on myself and I am so proud of myself that I am more focused than anything before. yesterday, I had some quality time with myself, put on my bathing suit, scandals, beach chair and went to be one with the ocean. I love the ocean, allowing my feet to entangle itself with the sand. The beach was settled, quite refreshing. I sat about 8 ft to the shore. I read, listening to music on spotify, meditating and envisioning myself 5 years from now. May I say, I give it to God, and continue to walk and live in purpose.

My spirit has spoken to me about finances, and budgeting. The motto this generation have of Secure the bag, it is great and all to secure your bag and protect those who you love and care for. However, let's try God's way, not cultural way in managing you monies. How can you manage your finances, budgeting, and still live righteously with the crisis we are living now. I am glad you mentioned it, it is quite simple. You need to learn how to STEWARD YOUR BAG, not Secure your bag. 

By definition, Secure means to Fix or attach something ( your money) so that it can not be moved or lost. Right there can result to issues arising. I'll tell you why in a moment. And Steward is means to officially supervise arrangements or order keeping of something (your money). In the Bible, it simply expresses that stewarding your finances is basically you using and keeping  order in all the resources God has given you for good and His glory. 

Earlier I've mentioned, securing the bag can lead to arising issues. securing is You are in control of your money and how you'll need to set it in place. However, little did you know that money you are working so hard for is not really yours. For example, this pandemic has caused many citizens out of a job, depending on the government, worrying about what's next?. You really do not have control of the resources given to you unless you have someone higher managing it all. Yes, God blessed you with that job, that business, a house for you and your family, groceries to feed you and your family. So if  God supplied you with all of those things why won;t He supply you with increased opportunities. Only thing you have to do is bring 10% of any income you receive and He'll bless your 90%. 

Ya'll want bible, right?. study Malachi 3:8-10. You are bringing your tithes & offerings to God, not the church, so any bias opinions, ask God to remove it before reading. Those churches hat have done those evil things are wrong and there is a need for repentance and acknowledgement to those deeds. 

That is all i have for you my beautiful people. Please enjoy the rest of your weekend. Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. 

Until next time. Stay blessed. Stay well. I love you. 💞 Aba Iseini 

Please comment below, email me if you need advice or prayers 

~ I am EmbraceU ~

Let's TALK Anger, Is it good?

Hey Embracer's

Happy Sunday! How have you been? Have ya'll been listening to your inner "good" spirit? if you have, what is it telling you to do?....Write in the comment box below, I am all ears.....Church service was great, the message was hitting today; the holy spirit told us to continue to call people onto God and start passionately putting back the worship on it. Ya'll know, put that fire back in loving God. Using our body as a vessel to Our Lord. And also continue sending out prayers for our brothers/sisters. God, can turn it all around when you face repentance. I'll give ya'll some Bible... when you have the time, please study 1 Kings 18  (the story of Elijah). Oh yeah, it happened again, ya'll remember the shoe incident in my last post, so another pair of wedges i had to toss in the trash. i swear i need a 911 shopping day for myself. Again i played it off Buttt THAT'S not the point. my shoes just doesn't want me to be great. I felt great and it all that matters. so I am walking home from getting off the bus. got home. watched some movies and moesha on Netflix. Currently, listening to some music on spotify. And I spoke with the babies on Whatsapp, saw their new learned skills. Nanu learned how to do a back-flip into a bridge and Papi learned how to strike the baseball ball. My babies are such natural at what they do. I am so overwhelmingly joyful when they are happy doing what they love to do. 

( I did not mentioned, I lost my damn glasses so this fine writing on this screen is messing with my eyes.😐 but the topic I wanted to discuss with ya'll is anger and how to overcome anger )

Anger is a strong, secondary emotion; of annoyance, displeasure, or hostility. Anger can actually be beneficial when expressed effectively. Going to tell you my experience with anger. my past relationship with the kids' dad, has been a huge chuck of my development and it has been one hell of a ride since i gotten off. my goal is to heal from my past, Tell my story any way I can. So you ladies, and mamas can resonate and do the same. Know your worth! Do not lower your standards for no damn body. if you do not have a strong role model, older, wiser woman or man of God to follow than find you one in your communities and stick close to them. 

Back to the anger experience, it was about three months ago, I went to the post office to serve documents to the kids' father. he called my phone, looking for the kids and i mentioned to him that i was not home and when i get home, i'll tell them to call you, You would have thought; he understood. but nahhhh, something triggered him and asked "where was I?""I told him it is none of your concern" he started compulsively calling my line now, then he did not reached me so he harassed the guy I was talking with at the time, saying some disrespectful words to him about me. Ironically, I called him at the same time  the guy did not answer him he just screenshot the message sent it to me. That right there got me soooooo damn ANGRYYY pissed tf off. (SN: I've dealt wit this man say some cruel shit to me. he does not even want me but he also did not want no one else to want me so he sabotages anyone that comes in my directions, exchanging our time.) Baby father called again, I answered, said some words and hung up and walked to the nearest phone shop and changed my WHOLE NUMBER. It felt soo damn good; I felt a huge load just left my back. i still had him blocked. he did contact the babies via email but it was inconsistent. Almost 3 weeks now, the kids started saying they missed their dad. so ya'll know I had to pray on it first before ANYTHING. Then, the holy spirit definitely guide me to get them a phone, so they can keep in communication with their dad. 

As a woman of God, I have to walk righteously in His glory and honor. Extending my hand, being the bigger person in the situations even when you rather be petty, and vengeful. Yahweh ( Hebrew meaning for God) expresses His wrath everyday towards His people, Yet at the same time, God is merciful. He is not easily provoked. Because He is a righteous judge. He demonstrates how His people should approach anger. We must use anger productively, meaning speak truthfully but remain restrained, and short-lived. (Psalm 7:11, 103). 

I expressed a handful but i pray that something resonated and begin to learn and apply to your daily work. Remember Embracing you is to loving you. Love is the religion and Unity is the mission. I love you all. Until next time. 

Please comment below and email me if you need advice or prayer.

~ I am EmbraceU ~

~ Ellie ~

Shame on You, Dulce!! Let's TALK!

Hey ya'll

Happy Wednesday!! how are you doing? what did you do today to make someone's day? How are you feeling in this moment?. I had mind-blowing revelation about myself last night. I'll tell ya'll about soon enough. But first let me tell you about my week. I'm not sure if i mentioned it, but the babies are spending time with their dad in Virginia for the rest of the summer. So I've went out of town to go visit my best friend since high school. Mannn oh man i had a great time, it felt so good to actually travel alone and do what I wanted to do. I returned late afternoon yesterday. Feeling so rejuvenated and refreshed. I started studying my notes for my course of healing voices. i thought yesterday was the Zoom meeting and it is tonight. I have to do my first presentation on Shame and I believe I am ready to share my Talk on Shame. I am grateful for these opportunities of rejuvenation because I began to feel a bit depressed, anxious, and apprehensive because things were not moving fast enough for me. Unknowingly realizing that my thoughts are not better than God's thoughts. My ways are not better than God's way. So I prayed, asked, received, rested. I accompanied Tiana ( my best friend ) on her journey in house searching. I strongly believed that right there was for me. the reason why I say that, you remember when I've mentioned about becoming a homeowner, well it have not came to pass YET. But I feel it coming soon. God was just there; observing how I've received the opportunity. Both me and T looked at 4 houses, and in each one I found what I desire in a home. I needed to be out the projects and be around another form of housing and living to manifest what I  want to desire in my life. Oh yeah, guess what, T tarot card read me and it was interesting and intriguing. It read to me that I was still holding on to some ties to my past, hindering the prosperity of my future. 

So as you know, I am studying my notes on Shame to prepare for my Zoom Talk. I concluded that I mentally created an image of my ego named Dulce ( a sweet, caring, warm, beautiful exterior and when applied some heat to her; she gets sticky, messy, indifferent towards whomever brought the heat). In reality, Dulce was protecting me ( Eliud ) in not feeling wanted nor desirable to the very person I was in a relationship with. I laid that down and gave it to God. It is Done! 

Also, I had lunch with one of my mama in Christ, her name is Tammy and she is awesome. She has been there for me and my babies since the day I devoted 100% to Christ through Baptism. she has revealed her testimony to me.And it was heartfelt. She has been through some thangs Yet God had her covered the WHOLE time. Her story was beautiful and it gave me so much hope. grace, and mercy towards my circumstances with my ex.

Ladies, Gents, young people, From everything I've expressed to you. please resonate this: Confront your Shame. Name it if you have to. Lay it Down( call the thing a thing), and Give it to God.  the holy spirit will reveal some answers to you that needed to be said about yourself. Don't get upset. Embrace it. Own it. heal and Move forward. Because your number one goal to overcome trauma is To heal from it. 

Remember through the good, bad, and the ugly embracing you is the key to loving you. If you do not love you why you would you want someone to love you  the way you deserve. 

Love is the religion and Unity is the mission. Have a wonderful Night! Until next time. I love you. I am proud of you. Aba Iseini 

Please comment below and email me if you need advice or prayers.

~Ellie

I am EmbraceU

Walk through with humility

Hey Embrace'rs,

What a day it was today?, How are ya'll doing? Established something new about yourself?, Let's talk!

Today was a great day as any other day, right?. So the kids and I went to church this morning; you would not believe what happened a few steps to the church. the scrap of one of my scandals snapped up. 😮Bad business, right, i know!! But I handled it soo well. I encouraged myself to stay positive throughout the day. We entered the lawn. My church family sang, praised, then listened to the word which was a very powerful message as it should be. The Word that resonated was ' YE NOT BE TROUBLE'. allow me to explain, With everything what is going on in this world with the rioting, economic distress, and health crisis. do not focus on it rather focus on the Truth. The Truth in The Word of God. Suffering Forward is the goal for Men and Woman of God, followers of Christ. Not to be suffering and stagnant, or suffering backwards. BUT, REPEAT AFTER ME: SUFFERING FORWARD!. What are you looking forward to this week?. whatever it is look forward to some kind of suffering, adverse, or bad breaks. BUT check this out, the victory is already at the end waiting on you to receive it. So don't give it! Perseverance is the key to major breakthrough. 

What victories am I waiting for?, I am so glad you asked, at the end of my suffering I am looking forward to more healing, more spiritual fruits, being loved by a wonderful man whom love God as much as I do, and most importantly empathy to my story from ya'll. I love writing to you all, sharing my story of my life so ya'll can feel what I am saying and walk the good walk of faith and perseverance by telling your story.

As you know I promised to present a poem to ya'll, please please let me know what ya'll thoughts are. 

On Top, no fear, good courage.

You will remain always on top, align yourself straight up, have no fear, carry good courage. just

how mama make that ol' good porridge.

Be grateful for the past yet do not stay there, it is a reason it did not go where you are going.

Remove all thoughts of patched up ramification, hand it to God, and consider it. Done! .

Grace is God's expressed compassion to our stubbornness to obedience, leading to the Hope

you need to Trust. Foreseen the believing of the unseen to be seen. Swinging in Your Father's

arms, knowing your level of dependency to walk through anything from your challenges to your

destiny.

Hope stands Trust followed by Peace overseen Rest. While you rest assure you are not sleep,

where it gives room for the adversaries to enter and invade.

You will remain always on top. Align yourself straight up. Have no fear; carry good courage. Trust

in Him. He is with you eternally always.

Thanks for supporting me. Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. I love you. Continue to push through. You are closer to your victories than your eyes want to see. Aba Iseini 💛

Oh, to add on to my day, the kids and I were offered a ride the rest of the way home from one of our church family. I was extremely humbled with my sufferings of earlier and the victory of later came in smoothly.

Please comment below, and email me if you need advice or prayers.

~ Ellie ~

~ I am EmbraceU ~

  

Fix and Focus!........Quarantine QT

Hey Embracer's 

How are you doing?. Happy Wednesday!.  I've been stalling in writing. Too many things are on my mind that I need to get done, I am so focused on working on my business. Some of the days, I have no interest in going outside but i still have the kids with me and I believe they need some form of outdoor activities instilled in them. so i feel a bit guilty. But I tried not to beat myself about it because once my business is off the ground. They are going be my first employees, for sure.😄 even my extended girlchild ( my neighbor's daughter), she is a handful yet she is very intelligent. she is going be an employee of mine also; you know, simple tasks for their age range of course. it feels good to talk about my business; I am so overwhelmingly grateful that I am here at this point. I am also working on some real estate investments. I've previously mentioned a slogan, I got from one of  Lamar Tyler book, the slogan states, { C.R.U.S.H Can't rest until something happens}. I've been working day and night on my home business. My goal is to stack my babies' savings accounts ( including nieces/nephews, future godbabies,), Become a Stay at home mom again, and conduct business from home, as well as continue to be active in my children's school. 

So I also letting go of all of the men I ever had ties with. It was confusing the hell out of me. Therefore, to keep my mind off of that . I am fixing my eye on the one that matters, Jesus. He is the one who is allowing me to further myself in my business. Not to worry about finances, being a home owner, owning a vehicle. Basically,  I am focusing on myself wholeheartedly, focus on whats best for my babies. I never ever want to be left astray from my purpose again. So whoever my husband is has to be apart of that grind as me. Anything else is a distraction. 🙅

What I want to tell ya'll ladies,mamas, and young people DO NOT take your focus off of Christ Jesus. When you do; that is  when you will definitely stumble in the cracks. But no worries about that, God got  you. Way maker, Miracle Worker, Promise Keeper, Light in the darkness My God that is who you are!!! Even when i do not see it You are working. even when i do not feel it you are working. You never stop. You never stop working"........ Allow those words to resonate in your gut and your heart. Because issa fact how faithful God really is. 

Allow me to give you some scripture to mediate on(Acts 2:21), 'Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved'........ this right here gives you that hope that whatever mistakes, downfall,circumstances you are facing is NOT Never to HARD for God to handle. Then guess what, after that you are literally made into a new creation, stated  (2 Corinthians 5:17). Wow! such great news to share right?. You can get some great things in the Bible and Talking with God. You'll certainly will come across some great things from heaven here on earth. 

Until Next time, Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. Trust the process. Stay focus. Express gratitude. You know what I just might share a poem or two with ya'll. Let see what the holy spirit has for me to share with ya'll.

 Have a wonderful night. Stay hydrated. Stay focused. Get some rest. Enjoy your babies which ever way it sees fit. 

I love ya'll.💗

 Please comment below and email me if you need advice or prayers. 

~ Ellie ~

I am EmbraceU

Mamas, Hope is Here!

 

Hey Embracer's 

Happy Friday Eve!!! How ya'll doing? How did you sleep? What have you accomplished this week? Tell me about it. 

As you know, this week was my Son shine's birthday, he turned 5. Let me tell you. it was a huge success, baby boy was smiling, giving hugs throughout the whole day. he even said thank you for coming. Because both him and his sister spent the whole weekend with their dad and uncle. So we were going to have a separate celebration, until both me and their dad spoke on the phone and came up with a plan that was greatly executed. He arranged an Airbnb for his stay in  N.Y, so we arranged last minute for me to go over there instead of doing it in the park outside of my mother's building. 

When Eli saw me and his friend walked into the yard, he was so excited. And I hugged his uncle. i said hello to Kenny (their dad). I didn't hug him because he doesn't do well with hugging so that would have been awkward asf. But yeah, we cut a cake for Eli, took plenty of photos, played picture bingo, Talaya won the $1 by rock, paper, scissor against her uncle and their friend. Then, the adults started coming. the kids were placed inside the house, did TikTok. I thought about going home around 10, but to travel on the train with 3 kids and bags; I refuse to do that; gotten too spoiled with the convenient driving. I can not wait until I become an official licensed driver with my own vehicle. Long story short, we headed up sleeping over. Ain't no funny business happened between their dad and I. I can not place myself in that pit again. I am glad he did not push for anything neither. I believe he has someone special anyways because every now and again he would be on his phone secretly. 

This is why I can not trust his word. he mentioned that he doesn't trust no female, yet he speaking to someone in secret; where i asked him, perhaps he might meet his wife. And what's crazy is that, i had to fall back from my special person because Kenny found his number and harassed him; trying to dismantle my character. But even if i wanted to I can not do the same. Like he is really unaware of his actions and he truly believes his actions are right and I am always wrong.  But hey! this is what it takes to be a peacemaker. When you believe something to be incorrect, you just have to nod your head in agreement, just to be at peace with the other person.  I am over it, over him, Best wishes to him. Allow the holy spirit to guide us through this co parenting, co existing relationship. I am going to stay true and plugged in to My Source. My Source is what keeps me leveled and in obedience. 

So Embracer's, if you are a single parent  out there trying to balance the co parenting, please please stay in prayer, in the spirit, acknowledge your feelings yet remind yourself of the facts and the reason why you are placed in a situation. the whole objective to co parenting is the well being of the children. Period!. We accomplished that. so I am happy. 

Remember Embracing you is the key to loving yourself. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. Stay safe. Stay healthy. Stay Grounded. Until Next time. Aba Iseini 💗

~ Ellie ~

I am EmbraceU 

Quarantine QT.....Happy and Grateful

Hey Embrace'rs,

How are you doing this morning? Happy Monday!! made it to a new week. and today is a very special day, its my baby boy's birthday. he turns 5 years old. I am so grateful for a son like him. the level of humility and confidence he expresses is beyond his typical age range. I call him, ' mi abuelo' among other nicknames i call him, because he is so mature for his age.he is such a great kid.  The kids are currently spending time with their dad. they were not home for the weekend, which meant I had the whole bed to myself and I enjoyed it. Waking up with purpose is different kind of glow. You feel good. You talk good. You walk good. it is a great feeling to be in. idk, My kids' dad holds a resentment towards me but its alright, I still wish him the best. I am very much aware that we can not be friends AT ALL. So if this is where we stand with it, Bueno! este donde se queda, puto! 

I, also watched my virtual graduation ceremony yesterday, took a picture of my full government; posted it on Facebook and wrote a brief speech on how my degree is more than just a piece of paper is everything to me and to God be the glory for all of it because without Him giving me the strength, courage, patience, perseverance, dedication, and grace to complete my work; I would've gave up a long time ago. But I did it and it feels good. Now i am currently working on my new form baby, my business EmbraceU,LLC, just waiting and trusting in the Lord ( Isaiah 8:17) to fund my business, to get it off the ground and start running it accordingly and righteously. 

Can I say this, I still think about my special guy everyday, I know I did the right thing in falling back to completely close the book of my past failed relationship. Yet I still very much miss him. I want to see him, be transparent with him, be there For him in his journey, I pray about him everyday. I pray that one day we can pray together. he sure is my best friend and i am scared of confronting him and telling how i feel about him, how he makes me feel. Him and i together can make some righteous things happen. In God's timing, He will make it happen for us to come together and be inseparable in glory. 

Well as you know, I have to step out for a little bit, purchase a few things to surprise my baby boy on his day when him and his sister returns home. he is in for a treat. I love my babies.( tiempo de fiesta cuentena estylo). Until next time, Remember to embrace yourself is to love yourself.. Carry your messes and give to God to help overcome it. Stay Encouraged. Stay blessed. Stay healthy. Stay safe. I love you all. 💋Aba Isieni 

~ Ellie ~

~ I am EmbraceU ~

Quarantine chit chat....Mamas let's talk!

Hey Embrace'rs 

Happy Tuesday! we are still quarantined, huh?. How you doing?. what you been up to?. started anything new?...... Let's talk. 

So I've been working on  what I do best is express myself through writing and being a mom. there is so much to say. however, I really just want to hear what you have to say to me and I'll answer them. 

While patiently waiting for some questions to answer, I'll talk about my babies, and what's new with me. As you know I have two kids, a 10 year old young lady, my princess, she teaches me patience, awareness, active listening, and self-control. she is also my personal secretary. She loves dancing, gymnastic, outdoors, art& craft. And introducing my Sonshine,  soon to be 5 year old young king, he teaches me humility, confidence, gentleness, loving, and understanding. He loves playing ball, superheroes;especially obsessed with spider man, he loves to be in the kitchen for both eating and cooking. he is also my personal treasurer. this little human loves to pick up things from the ground from the age he started walking. 

Yeah, both of them inspires me to be better and want better for my life and theirs. when they are happy. I am happy. I love being a mom. When I get married to my best friend, we going start working on our twins immediately. ( putting it out there into the universe,ya'll 😍). I also want to adopt a child also.

Remember when I've mentioned about falling back from my special person to stay focused on the tasks I had in front of me. I strongly believe and feel that we will be coming together real soon. 

 Oh, I took upon another course that will be beneficial for me to more forward and sharpen myself as a woman. 

You know, I am going be honest with ya'll ladies, yesterday i was not feeling up for anything because I lost my keys and i felt a bit down. I dislike depending on others, where I move the way I move.  the kids wanted to go outside to play and I was not up for it at all to leave the building. it times like this here where my backyard were right next to my kitchen is just a door open away. But soon ya'll  soon my new home is coming. 

Please comment below, share, and like. describe your babies, what are your interests, perhaps we can come together virtually or physically and place our mama power to work for the community. 

Love is the new religion. Unity is the mission. Remember Embracing you is the key to loving you. 

Continue to stay safe, Stay Well. Stay healthy. Until next time. I love ya'll. aba isieni 

~ Ellie ~

I am EmbraceU 

Quarantine QT......Mama needs a break,too!

Hey Embrace'rs 

Happy Friday Everyone! How are you doing? what have you accomplished today? what can you praise God for?..... Let's talk about it! Listen here! this mama got a break from the kids today!!! The kids are spending time with their grandpa. I am so grateful for him because he doesn't determine their relationship with their father's relationship. So here I am, home doing what I love to do; To write. it have been an interesting week thus far. As you know the kids received their phone, so now they are in communication with their dad; which has its own benefits and challenges. but hey, he can no longer harass the hell out of me anymore, right?. right!..... Feel so peaceful, and at ease. 

As you know I fell back on my special guy, I've been missing him a whole lot. Is as if, a piece of the puzzle went missing because of my mishandling of the situation. I am just hoping he is doing alright, still focused, doing his thang, and fathering his children. You know I have a feeling in my gut that we are going to see each other, when? not sure. But we are. 

I've been talking with my mom about most things; because she seem not to understand that mama needs a break,and desire more and the way how I handle situations, especially with the kids' father; it is the best I know how to handle it. 

Our fore-mamas raised us in a way where they couldn't get a break,for  the reason of fear or doubt of the 'what if's'. They just did the best they knew how, but what I've also noticed is they seem to have absolutely no patience for any children anymore, PERIOD! and i believe that has a toll on a woman, who are mothers not taking any breaks for their selves. Us women are deserving of that. Before we were entrusted by God to be a mother. We are women first. We need to do what we enjoy doing without allowing it to be 'kid friendly'. Wow! I can actually watch movies on Netflix without having the concern of it being inappropriate for children's precious eyes & ears. I am not saying go crazy, wilding out and ish; but these opportunities of kid free days to do what YOU( your name )love to do. Take advantage!. If you don't know what that looks like, then just enjoy the quietness of the house!, no toys on the floor, having a near-death experience with them things. Mamas, you know what I am talking about...... Please, say Amen!!!! Because them children's toys are Dangerous!!!😂😁. 

Allow me to give some truths from The Truth. 'Humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you' (James 1:21). Trust in Jesus( Our only hope in a relationship with God and our selves), that he will be right there with you in your struggles and temptations. No reason to live in fear. We were might to live peacefully and rest in His loving arms with confidence that He will take care of us. PERIOD!!!

With that being said, Mamas, you are deserving of enjoying the God-given passion and purpose instilled in you. Until next time mama-loves, If you are free for this weekend or any free time from the babies. Please take that and walk gracefully with it. Remember embracing yourself is the key to loving yourself. Love is the religion and Unity is the mission. Stay safe. Stay well. I love ya'll. 

Ellie 

EmbraceU.Iam

Quarantine QT .......... Life is simple mamas

Hey Embrace'rs 

How are you doing?. It is a great feeling to be alive!. Everyday I've noticed my bucket of gratefulness has increased and the more grateful I am with the things in front of me, the more of it God provides for me. With that being said, I finally completed the courses for my AA degree. I'll return back to T.U.W for my BA.Psy, MA.Psy, and Psy. D in Industry/Organizational Psy. But first I want to focus on developing my business. I am so serious in not returning back to working at a home care agency as Home health aide. I've already been exposed to greatness and what I love to do and my purpose. So going back to working for crumbs is not even it anymore. Developing my business will fund for my dreams of being debt free, financially free, homeowner, automobile owner, traveling, living life with my best friend(special person in my life), and our babies. Also creating generational wealth. 

Life is beautiful. Life is actually quite simple as long as you are aligned, walking in your purpose, and doing what you love to do, and serving others with what you love to do. I get it now!. 

If you are having some challenges, it is alright. Don't give up, Get back up, keep walking because you are not alone, when you can not go any further; call upon the Lord Our God. He will be right there to carry you along the way. 

I am going to keep it short for you today..Gotta finish this laundry load. Going to be present with the humans in my life. Always remember Embracing yourself is to loving yourself. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. Carry your story into greatness. Its Ain't over 'till God says its over. I love ya'll. 

Aba Iseini. 💞

  Ellie 

~ EmbraceU.IAm ~

Quarantine QT ....... Pray and Watch!

                            

 

Hey Embrace'rs,

Good Night! how are you? How are you feeling tonight? what did you accomplish today?. You know I've been in  an internal turmoil. But I 'm feel good though. its finals week; getting all my assignments submitted before the end of Sunday's deadline. My PTA mommies been checking up on me and it feels great to have important mommies friends in my life. I love them so much. When you are walking in your purpose; everything works in your favor. I am happy! From everything I've been through, walking away from my ex. Oh yeah, i had to change my number. it was well over due; the attachment of having the same number for years and the thought of memorizing a new number. Uhh!! And also I had to fall back on my special guy. Honestly, at the moment, i was upset, annoyed at the fact that my ex been harassing him; and on top of that I figured out how my ex ended up knowing his number. Let me tell you, dude has some time in his hands because I can never!. So I ended falling back and ever since then I've been missing the heck out of him. I carry him in my spirit. its like when I think about my future and achievements I see him in it. I want him. All of him. Our conversations, video calls, and emoji flirting. i tell myself to stay focus on what's in front of me, first and in God's timing him and I will come together and be inseparable. So I guess this is what it feels like to patiently wait for what God has for you, huh?. 

The verse I want to bring to your attention is Matthew 6:6, it show you how you should pray. You remember I've mentioned that it is essential to align yourself spiritually, well here i am telling you the HOW, and that's through prayer. Prayers works, Do not allow ANYONE to tell you it doesn't because I am the living proof and I've personally witnessed my prayers come into passed. God cares about ya'll. All your troubles, give it to God. He will certainly take care of it and you for trusting in Him. 

Find you a room in your house, shut the door, and talk to your Father in heaven. And just watch your blessings unfold itself. 

Remember stay aligned. stay prayed up. stay safe, well, and sane! we'll get through this together.  I love ya'll. Embracing yourself is the key to loving yourself. Love is the religion. Unity is the mission.  Aba Isieni.

I am EmbraceU

~ Ellie ~

Quarantine QT.....(Battle of The Enemy)

Hey Embrace'rs 

It has been longgg overdue now. I've been thinking of content that I can give ya'll that would allow ya'll to apply to your daily life. It is so much to say and little words to say all at the same time. I haven't shed a tear to what is going on with our nations. Based on society's views, I'll be looked as something different. But I look at myself, and i check myself, like I am different not only different I am chosen. I am chosen by God to use my gift of writing, encouraging, teaching, and giving to the sheep of the world. Last night, the babies( they no longer babies but always remain my babies) and I went outside and walked around the front of our building; playing with nature. As I walked about the second round; I stopped and started reading my poems, and my vision of EmbraceU,LLC.  Even me as a woman of God, a woman of faith can stumble in the cracks of the world. But I am still trusting in Him, Abba Father alone. Without Him, I am nothing and With Him in me i am more than something. hallelujah!!! thank you Jesus. 

So you know that with the pandemic still going on, establishments are slowly opening back up, people are being more aware of hygienic situations( washing of the hands, sanitizing EVERYTHING, removing of the clothes in households, oh yea, wearing masks and gloves) adjusting to the new normal with remote learning and remote working. This should teach you ONE THING, Who is really at the throne?? plain and simple. Period.

 Racism has always been the center of our nation. however, views in the media of an innocent man being murdered by the hands of a law enforcement. As you know, I instantly saw THE ENEMY, and i already knew what was going on. You thought I was woke then. I am more woke than anything. the way that cop looked at us, the people, as if he didn't feel Anything. when the cop got fired, lost his family, got detained. He began to justify his actions. When I realized what was going on, the first thing i did is 'DO as Jesus did' during his crucifixion; asked God to forgive that man, he need not no any better. So then days, weeks, went by a few more horrendous news. Then i came to realized The Bible is stating every bit of events occurring in our today's world. 

God wants us to TURN IT AROUND!!, turn from our wicked ways and follow Him. Follow His Command and Live. This here has nothing to do with religion or anything like that. I care about ya'll souls and God does to. Do ya'll want to live life or be conform in existing this life of wickedness. Right now THE ENEMY is angry as heck and is out to get everyone whose weak enough, in spirit, so he can do what he do, which steal, kill, and destroy.  

TURN IT AROUND, Come to ABBA FATHER. give all your troubles to Him  and begin to LIVE! 

Love is Our Religion. Unity is Our Mission. Freedom is a choose. Remember embracing you is the key to loving yourself. 

Stay tuned. Stay safe. Stay Well. Stay in the Word. Take a walk with your babies. Write down what you'll like to do. START DREAMING!! 

I love ya'll. Until next time. Aban isieni 

~ Ellie ~

I am EmbraceU 

Quarantine QT..... Actions to implement real change into this world.🧡

Hey Embrace'rs 

Happy Terrific Tuesday? How have you been?, Let's talk about your emotions, your thoughts, your ideas on how we can implement real.action for real change?.

I believe all of these sequence of events were purposely constructed to tell us,humans; Whose really in control and  what really matters most in life?. God is in control, He will always be in control. And He desires for all of us to.turn from our ways and lean on Him. He desires for us to inherit a piece of heaven here on earth. What a wonderful feeling it is to recognize the goodness God wants to give us in all of the craziness we have been experiencing. It doesn't even feel as if we are quarantined anymore because we have gotten accustomed to the new life adjustment, well that's how i see it. 

All you can do is be still, focus on yourself. Focus on your God-given gifts, your passions and use it purposely for His glory. 

So once the world opens back again. We are moving smarter and wiser. We are working together instead of against one another. Give Love the power it rightfully deserve because God is love. And He is everything. Call upon Him and He will cease it all. Love is the religion and Unity is our mission. Embracing yourself is the key to loving yourself.  I love ya'll. Stay well. Stay blessed.  Aba iseini. 

~ Ellie ~

EmbraceU.IAm

Quarantine QT......Walk in wisdom and in Love!!!🧡

Hey Embrace'rs!!

How are you feeling? what you been up to in a time like right now?. Let's talk! I've felt quite numb to the whole ordeal with black folks and police brutality. watching the racist bigot as an officer placed his whole knee on the neck of an innocent Black man, and had no remorse on his face about it. that shit right there was much deeper than what the eye wants us to see. The oppressed system, racist, segregation, people are outraged. I'm outraged. Change is coming. Don't worry. Former President Obama mentioned it in his last speech that change doesn't stop when he leaves office; its going to be plenty more to handle for it to actually and finally take place.  

Which comes to the question, that lingers in my mind about the incident. Look deeper into the action of the officer using a part of his body as a weapon to kill someone whom was innocent. Did both of them knew of each other?, Was there any awareness?. Let's view it as a metaphor, Do you, ladies, gents, young people have any one or anything kneeing your neck to the point of asphyxiation & death?. As i thought about it, personally, i do have a person's knee on my neck..... my ex. I've been trying to handle it myself to remove him out of my life for good. Yet not realizing certain situations had to happened to wake me up. Let alone the people for ACTION!!!.  we need to become more Doer in our lives rather than sayers or hearers.

Action- is the fact or process of doing something, typically to achieve an aim. The aim of the movement Black Lives Matter, BLM, so we can be recognized as humans in this country we helped built. the fact that there is rioting and looting, elections is slowly approaching would be a great start to the recognition we deserve. 

In my personal life, I need to officially close the chapter book of my ex, no more turning back. Looking forward in faith that change is already here!

So if you do have a person or some thing kneeing your neck; don't be afraid to ask for help or do something to help. Its all about Action. And from action and consistency comes the change. 

Love is the religion. Unity is the mission. Stay safe. Stay blessed. I love ya'll. Remember embracing yourself is the key to loving yourself. Aba isieni

Ellie 

EmbraceU.iam